WHY CAN'T THEY GIVE IT A REST?! holy COWWWWWWW my parents are always putting me in the middle of their differences. i'm sick of it! in 3 hundred and somethin days i will be 18 years old and i'm telling you the sweet sweet music that will be playing that day. where NO ONE has control over me and where i go and what i do. not that i'll have that ( Read more... )

life sure doesn't skip a beat does it ( Read more... )

So today's my 17th birthday...

...and i'm stuck home with mono.

*!&@^#%*!(#^!^!@*#

ahhh i remember the days of sophomore year with Lizzie and Jessica...sitting in bolton's class and having NOTHING TO DO BUT POST ON HERE!  but now those days have come to an end.  but now...im in Mangy's class now with Ryan Brady!  its all very exciting.  but in two days is my birthday and i already have a )#(*$(@)#!@ load of work to do before then ( Read more... )

my soul is screaming out.

no where to run.

the doors are closed my eyes shut tight.

i want someone to love.

i want someone to hold.

i want someone to carry me when i can no longer go on.

is that you?

the fear of shattering that which i long for creeps closer.

just one chance.  please.

one glance.  your smile.

i could die for you.

i would die for ( Read more... )

so things are going...smoothly. school is just there, cct hasn't heated up much yet, friends are fun, and ummm yah nothing in the love circle. kinda sad but oh well. don't really have anything else to say. peace.

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interesting...

i have a cold. it really sucks cuz i feel like @&*!%$#!@*. Whatever #*~&!@#&!* feels like.

in 20 days i am going to be 17.  i'm excited about that.  eh life is going on...nothing exciting happening really...

i'll update more later, i just don't feel inspired by anything to write...

Friday -- Pretty laid back day at school...UNTIL THE HOMECOMING GAME!!!  Everyone's gonna b thurr.  INCLUDING SHAFFA!

Saturday -- Open at Jamba (aye!) until 11:30 even thought my Kickline rehearsal starts at 11!  (aye again).  The rehearsal ends at 3...and then working on the movie!  Havta get costumes, sets, everything set up and even some filming ( Read more... )