I dont know what to think.  This weekend everyone is gone.  Mindy's gone, Cailin's gone, both my parents are going to be out of town and my car is somewhat crippled.  (havta get it in the shop soon)  i feel alone and don't have anything to look forward to.  ::sigh::  i really don't like that feeling.  i'm not gonna freak out that everyone is gone, ( Read more... )

What was i thinking?  I'm such an idiot.  I can't exactly say what happened on here, but i had no idea that something so small could cause such a great amount of pain.  Did i actually think he was going to like me?  I knew nothing could happen.  What did i want to happen?  When it finally hit me in the face about 15 mintues ago...I couldn't believe ( Read more... )

things have improved since my last post.  i dont know why those kinds of moods or phases happen.  in biology and psychology i have been learning a lot about predisposition and temperment and such and i'm surprised by how much of it i cannot control.  i dont want to think about it anymore :sigh:

so things with school are good.  i finally have ( Read more... )

things are thrown into perspective.  im not worth the time.  i dont need any comments from u guys trying to make me feel better.  i just want to think things through.  which has been all i've been doing the past days.  it has brought me to tears when i look at my life.  i have it all...why am i so unhappy?  i no longer have any self esteem.  i no ( Read more... )

only time will tell.  i feel too stressed out about things.  i shouldn't be.  i have awesome friends, a possible bf, great classes, great parents, and yet there's little strings that are starting to pull the skin too tight.  does that make sense?  the homework is too time consuming, my mom has just gone through surgery, i have pressure to achieve ( Read more... )

CJ: i still have the lucky penny u gave me
Me: haha why, i found it on the ledge outside of mangy's room
CJ: cause u gave it to me
CJ: u actually touched it

star what you watched/remember

Fresh Prince of Bel-Air *
Fraggle Rock *
G.I. Joe *
Are You Afraid Of The Dark? *
The Secret World of Alex Mac *
The Nightmare Before Christmas*
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
The Muppet Show *
Muppet Babies*
Eureka's Castle*
Salute Your Shorts")*
Hey Dude
Legends of The Hidden Temple *** my favorite!!!
You Can't Do That on ( Read more... )

i have a crush on a boy...

people annoy me. i get in trouble for the most random things sometimes. @(#!&~*~~(!*@*#(@(#!(!~@*! :sigh: My name is Meg and I love Theevon. 'HI THEEVON!!!!!!!'

i've let down a lot of people. i've shown a different side of me. if i cant write what happened on here then where can i go? i couldnt write this on xanga, too many cyt kids would give me trouble about it. it was my descision, and if it was the wrong one than im sorry to anyone i have offended. it was something i did and i cant change the past ( Read more... )