this week has gone by really fast, but its been good. volleyball tournament this past weekend was fun. we didnt do too bad, and i thought i did pretty well overall. thursday was the special olympics and that was fun. i didnt have a person to stay with like last year, but it was fun just to get to walk around and see who everyone else had.

tom. i ( Read more... )

sooo i got a letter today from someone. and i guess im glad. idk, i have mixed emotions about it. deep down i really am glad, i know that if they hadnt sent me one, i would have been disapointed. so i am glad that they did. but at the same time, i think things would have been so much easier if they had just left and i hadnt heard from them again. ( Read more... )

ducttuxandahalf: well, i've thought it over, and i've decided to give you each 50 points for the cake
Megarooni715: heck yes!
ducttuxandahalf: but that's all you have
ducttuxandahalf: 50
Megarooni715: do we lose any for getting stuck?
ducttuxandahalf: yeah
ducttuxandahalf: that's why you only have 50
Megarooni715: you definitely deserve some cool points ( Read more... )

"Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone,
To have that deep soul relationship with another,
To be loved thoroughly and exclusively,
( But God to a christian says: )

can someone explain to me why i care....?

graduation is three months from tomorrow. that is soooooo exciting and i truly cant wait. but at the same time i really do want to make the most of the time i have left, cuz im sure that i will miss at least parts of it when im gone. i didnt get that scholarship for gardner-webb and that was kinda dissappointing. but they did give a $5500 ( Read more... )

volleyball tournament saturday went alright. we won two matches, and lost two, but we got out of pool play so i guess that was pretty good. afterwards i wasnt too happy about the day overall, but thats a whole other long story.

i was really hoping for a two-hour delay or something today. but that didnt happen. but i dont have volleyball tonight, ( Read more... )

i am soo glad its friday. its been a long and interesting week and im glad its over. ive done a lot of thinking this week and i finally have things straightened back out.

anyway. me and my dad are goin to greenville tonight cuz i have a volleyball tournament there tom. and i dont want to have to wake up at like 5 in the morning like when we went ( Read more... )

i dont know. i just dont know anymore. i thought i had everything figured out now, and that things were finally starting to be ok again. but obviously they arent and i dont know what to do. there is sooo much that i want to say but i just cant. people wouldnt understand. and by now, its probably too late.

so im not really sure what i was expecting or even what i hoped would happen. all i know is that im more confused now than i was before.
(and now what am i supposed to do?)