finally, i feel like i am starting to pull my life together.. although it is just the beginning of a very long & hard road. i know i can do this though.. i wasted so much time and missed out on so much while i was on drugs. i go to see a doctor once a week, and counselors twice a week. everything is going good. i started on suboxone about a month ( Read more... )

its just one thing after another.
my dog, my baby ( my familys baby) was put down tonight.
she was 14.
its going to be so lonely around here.. even more so than before.. :(
RIP baby girl.
glen, give my puppy a kiss for me. i love you both.

i haven't been this hurt by a "man" ( well, hes not really a man cause he never even had the balls to break up with me before he went and slept with someone else, and told someone else he "loved" them". i would say hes more like a CHILD)" then told me to my face that im a fucking bitch and he never cared about me nor loved me. he told me every day ( Read more... )

You're an alcoholic? Well, did ya know ( Read more... )

well, its just funny how you think you never do anything wrong. AT ALL. why don't you take resposibility for the things that you do? i am the one whos wrong in this. as usual. you did nothing. right? wrong. at least i can admit to my mistakes and my wrongs. it's always somebody else's fault with you. and you can sit there and keep writing in your ( Read more... )

i don't like hypocrites.
think before you speak, please.
IM SO FUCKING IRRITATED I COULD BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF ANYONE. SO FUCKING TRY ME.
hahahahahahahahaha. im only half kidding. but im really pissed.
i partied all night with my loves sage and ash. tina and john too. it was fun. i love them.

im never drinking again ( Read more... )

so i had a fucking CRAZY weekend.. seems like everyone did. saturday night was ridiculous, in both good and bad ways. this retard we all know, likes to act psycho when he drinks and smashed a window in while i was standing right in front of it. my arm was covered in blood and i was kinda scared cause i was extremely intoxicated and i didn't know ( Read more... )

i am having such a difficult time dealing with ryan's loss..
tomorrow is his wake, friday will be the funeral.
thank god i have brianna.
i can't explain how deeply this has affected me.

Ryan ( Read more... )