"If I had my way I'd hold you in my arms...leave all of this madness behind ( Read more... )

i'm just laying in my bed and i haven't moved for hours. i don't feel good and it won't go away. i wish you were here...i would give anything for you to be right next to me...

sometimes there are just so many emotions that go through your head when something happens...that it's hard to choose which one you actually are, which one you should be, or which one someone else would like you to be. i think it's at a time when you feel so close to losing something so important to you when all of these feelings arise. it's when ( Read more... )

i have so not gotten out of this lazy phase...nothing ever gets done...and i just don't have any motivation to do it! sooooo bad...things have got to change! i am tired of 3 hour classes...i can't stand going to them and i can barely pay attention in them. please remind me never to do that again! i'm not in a good mood when i go to them because ( Read more... )

ah! i almost forgot...i saw stephanie at target!! it was basically the highlight of my day! :-D

i've been home for 22 hours and i can't wait to get back. don't get me wrong, i love home but it's just kind of blah here. there's nothing to do and it's just me and my mom all day. which is awesome...i love spending time with my mom but you can understand how crazy she drives me after a while. i wish i could fast forward to two weeks from now ( Read more... )

so it's all beginning to hit me...how hard the next few years is going to be. i don't think i've done near as much as i should have for school. i just can't used to and settle for the fact that people come and go. i like changes, but i don't like losing people. i need to work harder, i need to study more, i need to read my assignments, i need ( Read more... )

have you ever looked at someone and just lost all sense of everything around you ( Read more... )

i'm tired of this...so close to giving up. and i mean REAL close! i don't know what to do or where to go anymore. i've always liked to think of myself as a strong person, but recently, i've convinced myself otherwise. i mean before, any situation i could handle and anyone else that needed help called on me. these days i feel like i'm so ( Read more... )

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.