My grandpa died on Friday morning. I didn't really know him, he lived in Indiana and I only met him once. I feel horrible for my daddy though. I can't imagine loosing him, and I kow how much it's torn him up that he lives all the way out here and never sees anyone from home. He's back in Indiana now, for an undetermined time ( Read more... )

It's true that you don't get to choose who you fall in love with...... it's also true that you DO get to choose who you date, marry, make a life with. In the end it all comes down to choices. What do you do when the two aren't the same people?...... if anyone knows, pass it along, please.

that's what I call good Karma!!!

Am now officially the only member of my family without kids. April won't technically be a step-mom until August, but it's close enough that I'm the only one not getting a card for mother's day. Am *I* upset about not being a mom? NO WAY!!! It's just tedious hearing all the comments about being the only single person in the family when we all get ( Read more... )

I forgot how much it sucks to have all my friends leaving for drum corps months before I do while I'm sitting here waiting for months for all days. It's ridiculous!!! I'm so jealous of everyone who's already in full swing drum corps mode!

About to leave for Cascades camp. Although, for some reason I'd rather stay home and read this weekend. I think it's the curse of winterguard season. Even when I was marching, after spending those three months away from the corps, I had kinda gotten over it. When it's not in your face, all the time and you aren't surrounded by psycho's who keep you ( Read more... )

I think I finally found "my stylist." I've probably had my hair done 100 times in my life. Some good ($170 good) some bad (Jon. bathroom. drunk) but I've never had one that made me feel like someone I'd exclusivly visit. This lady was soooo good. She asked me, like, 5 questions and knew from my bungling answers exactly what to do. I think I'm in ( Read more... )

You ever have a time in your life when someone out of your past just pops into your mind and haunts you for weeks? I've been feeling that way for a week now, but not just one person. The whole city of Portland is hanting me. I think it's time for a visit. but alas, I can't make it to championships. I have to work on my classroom. And since the ( Read more... )

Awww.... memories.... I've been unpacking all of my kitchen stuff this week and have found soooo many memories. Chopsticks, margarita salt, springfield meadow mug, and I really don't know how..... but I have like, 8 pitchers. How the Hell did we end up with so many? And why did I keep them? Not sure..... but I miss you Neil, Tony and Jon ( Read more... )

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