Ben and I broke up a few weeks back. Actually, it was at the beginning of the week of Thanksgiving, the same week that I was throwing up constantly for a couple of days. I was fat and alone, so I haven't been letting myself eat much since then. I've been depressed. I lost weight from being sick and throwing up, and I've lost weight from ( Read more... )

For the last couple of weeks, some interesting activity has been happening between two girls that I remember mentioning earlier. One is the girl that works at the cookie store, and the other is the one that gained a whole lot of weight over the summer and still wears super tight shirts (I think I mentioned that it seemed like her gain came through ( Read more... )

Ow, I have a tummy ache... :( But my stomach never hurts! Unless it's from being over-stuffed. I would think that with as much as I eat I would have plenty of stomach aches, but not so; this is the first I can remember in forever. I don't know why today I get one. When I came home from school I had some chips, salsa, and bean dip, a ( Read more... )

I think it's about time I write again ( Read more... )

Wow, what a weekend... Friday was both homecoming and my birthday; not that homecoming really means anything special: you wear a big bunch of ribbons and go to a football game. Since I have no interest what-so-ever in football, and luckily Ben doesn't either, we only stayed for about half the game. After it was all over, a group of my friends ( Read more... )

I found the button! It was under the covers of my bed. I think it came off while I was napping, which would explain why I never noticed a sudden relief in the pressure around my belly. So I stitched it back on using extra thread to make sure it was on there really secure. But the pants are quite tight and there's still a lot of tension on that ( Read more... )

The nerve of some people! You'll never believe what just happened to me! Well, you probably will but still... it was rude! The moment I stepped out of the restaurant (I really wanted some cheese enchiladas for lunch, so I called up Ben and had him meet me) I had a sudden, strong craving for cheesecake. The grocery store is on my way home and ( Read more... )

I was talking with an acquaintance of mine in class today, one who, slim at the end of last year, came back with a new pot belly acquired over the summer. Today, I discovered what may have been a large factor in her developing a tummy. She told me that she's been working in a cookie store in a mall for a few months now and that she also plans to ( Read more... )

I've been so exhausted lately. I go around through out the day feeling like I'm on the verge of just collapsing. All I want to do is lie down and sleep, but once I'm finally lying in bed at time, I have a hard time doing so; I'll be there for an hour or two before sleep comes. Sigh... I'm tired.

Mmm, I had a nice weekend. I went home after school on Friday night and had nothing at all to do. My parents also happened to be gone. But, I was in the mood for a binge. So, that's what I did. This was the biggest and most painful binge I've ever done though. There was pizza, cereal, honey peanut butter banana sandwich, ravioli, chocolate ( Read more... )