so, i haven't updated this journal since June 6th, over a month ago. that is a long time, but hey, it's just been same old since then. the only thing besides work and my new cell phone i could have talked about on here would be my branson trip, which was fun but ONLY because ashley went with me. branson is so fake, and although i only saw one ( Read more... )

why do i have to be so stupid about everything. why cant i be more open, more carefree, more forgiving, more talkative, more understanding...ah, i dunno. more intelligent, more logical...whatever. there's probably more..but that list is exhaustive enough for now. i am discovering things about me, and feeling things that i haven't experienced ( Read more... )

i miss ash so much, it's incredible. when i'm not seeing her or talking to her, i'm thinking about how much it sucks we can't see each other and how much i'm looking forward to the future. At the beginning of the relationship, I was pretty much happy with just the fact that it was there, even with the distance thing. but over time, feelings have ( Read more... )

i shall copy Pete and report my grades ( Read more... )

well, here it is, summer again. usually summer was a time i really really looked forward to...no more homework, nothing but working and staying up way too late, watching tv and playing video games. but now that i know what it's like being completely independent in college, i honestly think i'd rather sacrifice and still have to do school work ( Read more... )

i'm tired. I have a concert tonight with the University of Nebraska men's choir, that could be fun if they're any good. And there's a reception afterwards with punch so it can't be all bad. hmm, classes are going well i suppose..i'm ready for summer to be here. Not that i'm jumping out of my chair upon the thought of returning to Lorenz and ( Read more... )

Oculus non vidit
nec auris audivit
nec in cor hominis ascendit
quae praeparavit Deus his qui diligunt illum

Eye has not seen
nor ear heard
neither have entered into the heart of man
the things which God has prepared for those who love him.

Without you ( Read more... )

"This seems like it's slow, Dr. Rodde. It's TOO SLOW" says half the damn choir, while we rehearsed the Ave Maria today. I just stood there, dumbfounded and mad. These guys just..don't get it. Dr. Rodde answered them, "I usually slow down when the music sounds good and right and beautiful, but ok, i'll speed up" because WE told him to. God. ( Read more... )

well, i have to go to psychology soon, but I just saw ashley so i wanted to tell someone, or something, heh cause it was exciting. we went to applebee's after her audition thingy, then she had to go :( but i'll see her again saturday, whew, cause if not i'd be cranky right now. speaking of ashley doing scholarship thingies, ayron needs to do ( Read more... )