It's been 125 weeks since I last updated.
Oh well, I have around 3 friends on here anyway.

Why am I lying to myself?

A million things have been going on in the last week. I have made some extremely crucial realizations about who I am, and how I came to be this way. And instead of being highly depressed over them ,(which would normally be the case) I’m starting to make very positive changes for myself. For the first time in my adult life, I’m feeling really ( Read more... )

I drank one of those energy drinks tonight (I have one about twice a year), and so now I’m all super high-strung about it. I can feel how tired my body is, but unfortunately sleep would be next to impossible right now as the caffeine (and whatever other shit they put in there) is running through my blood. Can’t sleep. Can’t write. Can’t even think ( Read more... )

Father: If you don’t support Bush, you don’t support me ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like there is nobody I can talk to?

At 5am I crept into bed, pulling the covers over my head as I wiped away the night's last tear in defeat. Only to find myself without the ability to sleep. So here I am ( Read more... )

I am quite familiar with the frustration of not having any time ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to describe what I am feeling right now. I need him more than anyone or anything.

He's out drinking with his friends.

It may be the beginning of an end.

I kind of forgot about this site ( Read more... )