Spring Break <3!!

Even though i will be playing softball Saturday, Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday. i still have the nights and the rest of the weeK <3

a HUGE pile of stress has been released from my shoulders. and i love it. junior research paper done. every test i had to take over. finally i'm a little less stressed. the only thing i am now currently ( Read more... )

Heres a short one.

Varsity Softball *Bling BlinG* lol...its fun. I've started both games that we've played. which is even better! :0)

I got my liscence...FINALLY! well i passed the driving test so now all i have to do is go to the actual DMV and get the liscence...but im SO busy with softball that i have to find time...

School? Stressed. i think i ( Read more... )

Once agian. i haven't updated in a while...

I love this journal. yet i hate it... i love that i can get my feelings out. but i hate that i can't? hm. complicated.

Whats new?

I made varsity softball :)!! that was a huge thing! It pretty much made my whole entire week!

Not much has been going on...just school. and softball. same as always.

I'm not ( Read more... )

Hmm. A lot has happened?

I've been busy lately with softball and school.

Highlights, of what i can remember?

I went on Kairos (church retreat) all i can say is amazing experience...red group i love you :0)!

Went to California for a softball tournament...starting to love my team which is good!

School. Stressful. As always.

I've decided my sister is ( Read more... )

i have emotions too. i cry just as much, maybe more. i am angered easily. i laugh and smile. but i can't put on a happy face when im not. im not perfect. i can't make peoples problems go away, i can't even fix my own. what more do you want of me? i can't do it. when nobody believes in me, when i have no one to turn to, what do i do? you tell me.

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Well, i haven't updated in a long time.

Christmas was amazing...family, presents, food :)!

Break is wonderful...doing whatever i want, sleeping in, late night conversations at 2am, hanging out with friends, skittle fights, scary late night stories that scare not only the listener but the person telling the story, scary day time moviess, acting ( Read more... )

I just realized whats going to happen after this week. Saturday will be the last day I will ever play with my team again. I will never see the same faces every week at practice. I will never get to joke about our millions of inside jokes with the same girls again. I will never have the same traditions with certain people before each at bat, or ( Read more... )

LOOOOOVE IT:0)!!!

Last Night...Today...Tonight = Wonderful!

Highlights:

*i learned that my friends and i can find the STUPIDEST things to do and yet still have the BEST of times

*i learned what the word HUMILIATION really means and i definetly embarssed myself in front of HUNDREDS of people...most embarassing thing i've ever done in my LIFE...and ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say:

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!

You can't go through life without your friends! I just realized how lucky i am to have a few good, close, amazing, wonderful friends. Your guys are the ones that i go to and share my all my secrets with, i can laugh with, cry with, be crazy and act like a 3 year old with, you all make me who i am today ( Read more... )

I'm in California for Turkey*Day this year...but i just wanted to update and say what im thankful for considering its Thankgiving...

So here i go:

I'm thankful for my Family...there are days where i hate my family, to tell you the truth there was a lot of those days. However, i've come to the conclusion that without them i would not be here today. ( Read more... )