no one really reads this besides brian and he prolly wont read this one because i havent posted in like forever but yes i love. i love all. life is relatively good. i mean i'm not going to complain. In the words of mandy moore from saved, "i am full of christ love"

life's pretty much boring at this stage. Just quit the job so now i spend my afternoons sitting, watching tv, and mostlyjust being bored. i can drive in 2 weeks from today! I doubt i will pass the test tho, so that another two weeks that i'm gunna have to bum rides off of people.Now, i have to find a job that pays well enough for me to pay ( Read more... )

freakin i just love when like you get up to go to swim team practice and there isnt any so youre stuck at your house with nothing to do it pretty much blows! but anywho... im gunna go shopping at some point today with the most handsome bf in the world1!

have you ever gotten the feeling that you just belonged with someone? that it just feels right every second youre with the person.If you haven't felt it, i encourage you to find it. it will knock you off your feet or take your breath away. it did it to me. i didnt even plan on it, thats when it feels the best. Love is a strong word that should only ( Read more... )

yea... mood swings bite the big one!... so yeah i end up writing really long sentences, that run on and dont have a period and heave mass typos in it. And i rea,lly dont carfe so poo on you brian, my chest hurts it sucks ,,,, YAY for friends that are there half the time... not the time you needd them ,,, the time thats convenient for them

so la... two days until Rad is 18... thats neat even tho im pretty sure he doesnt like me anymore which is cool. i dont care all that much i mean im still gunna go to radfest, which is satuday night if you didnt know! so go wish him a happy 18th. brian's picking me up after school today. this shall be fun...;-) la la la la la llla la la la la ( Read more... )

I really don't mean to mess everything up so bad. I guess i'm just not good at beginings. Thats probably where it starts and just goes downhill from there. I'm sorry to all the people i've hurt aalong the way. I had to find myslef before i can be with someone for the rest of my life!

Ok so today i have to work. its LAMe BUt GOOOOO mcdonalds! yeah but i still love brian! so no updates in the boy department :-D

hMmmMmmm one thing to say ...I LOVE BRIAN he's a cute and and he hass really pretty eyes and and he loves me and and he's emo as fuck and and he's good at what he does

Misinterpreted signs brought me to my own demise,
a hopeless romantic gets struck down once again and sighs.
Looking up to something more beautiful looking into your eyes.
This lyrical story of how i missed my only chance,
and of how i tried to persuade you to walk with me again.
i need you so bad

yeah i feel that way too