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Why is it that my boyfriend thinks that because I have a vagina I have to clean the house all by myself? He demands it of me too! It's fuckin so stupid and I'm fucking sick of it. Damn it all. I never want to get married and I never signed up for this. How the hell am I gonna get myself outta this one?

Seriously. MY soul is dead.

AND.........................................................................CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know I'm just being paranoid, but I can't shake this feeling like everything in my life is going to all go to hell. My relationship is great, but I keep feeling like it's all going to fall apart in a matter of minutes, and I don't know why. Okay, I DO know why. Because everything in my life always falls apart. The thing is, if it does fall ( Read more... )

So I moved. I finally moved away from Hanford, and life is fantastic. I have a job which I can complain about but it is making me some money so eh. I have a very good school, and an awesome boyfriend. AND I MEAN AWESOME. Amazing Spectacular. Fucking great.I have no complaints. No even one. So, sorry to disappoint!

LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES???

Someday maybe I will be content with my life, but then I would never write in my journal and be of no use to this computer like I have been for the past year and a half. Not that I've been happy for the past year and a half. More like busy. I am in my 160's at school. I just took a leave for a month. It's been fantastic. My boyfriend and I ( Read more... )

Life is still wonderful. My boyfriend is wonderful. More than I could ever have asked for in someone. He's amazing. So is so selfless. I seriously am so blessed. Thank you, God ( Read more... )