i sent a text to a friend today.  i told her that my surgery is june 8th.  she said, june 8th ... the day you become a man.  i told her, very funny.  sure, a man with big boobs.  she said, well, i guess you'll technically still be a woman, so i can't call them man boobs.

humor is probably the best way to think about this major event in my life.  ( Read more... )

Whoa ...

I'm starting to feel ...

normal again.

Why is it that the "doctors" I see never figure crap out?  They should be giving my money back for figuring it out myself. 

a little less than two years ago i ran across a ticket stub.  music has been a cornerstone in my life and when i got into high school i was always a part of the school musical.  i never had any significant roles but i became quite enamoured with going to see shows with my friends.  i learned a lot from them and really got into that type of music.  ( Read more... )

sasified.

Wondering ... what color is the light at the end of the tunnel??   ...


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Okay, I finally have time to put one of my fractals up here. Yea. :)

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Hundreds of stories run through my head daily ... I just don't ever feel like I can sit down for more than ten minutes at a time. Ten minutes is barely enough time to complete an email, let alone an entire story ... so, tonight, I thought I might attempt to sit for longer than ten minutes and throw one out there ... "out there" meaning the world ( Read more... )

I've made some fractals with my new program, but can't figure out how to get them uploaded!  Grrr.

so ... i've always been one to proclaim "no regrets, only lessons learned".  um ... in a very rare moment, i have to say ... i'm pretty damn sure i should have done this differently.  yeah.  damn. 

Once upon a time in the land of make believe, my emotions betrayed me.  My instinct turned her back towards me and chuckled under her breath.  My common sense got wasted and passed out, leaving me unabashedly alone.   Damn, damn, damn.  Grrr.