i should be out right now.
but i'm not.
because i'm a dick.

sorry.

if you're wondering why i haven't made a real entry in a long time, it's because i feel like i'm in some sort of emotional funk. i've been meaning to write something but i haven't gotten around to it. ich hab keine Lust.

ach wärt ihr blind

band practice today. i got another blister. god i hate blisters.

but! the new band doesn't suck. i'll have pictures for anyone who asks me (OVER AIM.)

not much else has happened. anyone want to do anything friday?

god i hate that place.
why am i going back next year? because i'm a fucking idiot.

in other news! i'm getting out of here for four days. or else!

someone asked me how camp was going.
the Puppy Stuft: dear god I'M gONNA STABBA DA FOCK OUT OF SOMEONE.
was my answer.

( and here are some arts that are how i feel. )

well. i'm very pleased with myself. i went to the mall yesterday. picked up some new threads ( Read more... )

so yeah. week one sucked. and we're going to a two-meal schedule next week. mega flaccid points there.
the kitchen is planning a mutiny. and frankly, i don't want to see dave thurz's stupid fucking ass anymore than i have to.
luke is my superheroOOPS-POW-SURPRISE!next fucking weekend someone needs to be on IM because i get very lonely at 11pm when ( Read more... )

ok I don't have much time so I'm gonna rattle through this quickly

+++ spent16hourswithLizz
--  dogdied
-    spilledgoodsoda
GOINGBACKTOCAMP
+ luke
+ eric
+ marc
- joe
- connie
--- kids
++++++ birthday and 15ness in 3 weeks. exactly
+++++++++++++ i have friends that send me letters.
++++++ b-b-b-bass guitar...?
++ denn du bist was du ißt und ihr ( Read more... )

staff week sucked.
campers come next week.

i got 2 letters. only. c'mon, you guys promised.
am i going to have to cry?

even though i really hate camp and i don't want to go

life is okay right now.
i promise i won't kill myself if you just write me a few letters.

1) i've submitted my summer for somewhere between 700 and 900 US dollars. and the stupid fucks won't give me my contract so I don't know how fucking much it's going to be. but asst. dining hall steward pays well.
2) i leave next sunday for the love of pete, someone do SOMETHING with me on FRIDAY3) matt cassar is definitely the coolest person i know ( Read more... )