So it's mothers day. So i swept the house and help make dinner, did the laundry, and other stuff the i can't remember. So im cleaning up dinner and i was talking about stuff i ate at school and how i tried to be healthy. My mother says well you looks like you must have found something fatty to eat. I have always been self conshence about my weight ( Read more... )

So im back in indiana in pendelton. It sucks. I have no job, no money, and my parents dont want me around. I'm so board. I want to go home. Although im not sure where that is.

Man Its almost time to go. I feel like im closing a chapeter of my life that hasn't had a proper ending to it. I went to the hooka bar last night and i said good bye to two of my good friends and another few are leaving one friday, sat, and sunday. It makes me really sad because the chapter was so short and i want it to keep going ( Read more... )

I'm almost done and I'm not looking forward to going home. There's nothing there for me. I have no friends there. I love my family but I don't want to leave. I can't stay either. I just want to be free from the pressure that is waying me down.

Last night was the last class for my photography. And we all showed our photos. There was one girl that did a project that really moved me. For her project she did the delapadation of homestead around the waterfront. THere was this one photo that nearly brought me to tears. It was a brick wall with a barred up window and streeks of rust running ( Read more... )

Ok so i have less then three weeks and i never knew how much crap i have in my room. This should be fun to move out. I have to finish this cmp project and the stuff i have saved is only on one computer and someones using it. So im wasting a bunch of time. Its pissing me off.

3 more weeks until im out of school.

I've been feeling so shitty latly and i have no idea why. I cant seem to sleep anymore. Im so tired of trying to be perfect when im not. I feel like there is such a heavy load and ill never get finished in time. If i dont get good grades this semester i wont get into the vet tech institute and if i dont get in there i have nowhere else to go. I'm ( Read more... )

Alright so i havent wrinten in a long time but imve been very bisy. My computer keeps breaking and i keep getting these weird dreams about strange things. Mostly about sex which is strang because i havent dreamed about that since i was 13. My head is so fucked up. Oh yea my fucking doctor thinks i need to see a shrink. Wonderful just what i need ( Read more... )

Yea it comes that time in every semester when a photo major goes broke buying photo supplies. 83$ on paper. But its ok because louis Black is on and he always makes me laught. Jeff came to visit from Ohio. We had a great weekend. I must be off to do homework.