well i've got mental problems.

but who didn't know that?

Well, my feelings have escalated. Since I told Felicia about my crush, whose code name I shall not reveal, lol, I can't seem to stop blushing when he's in the room. I try not to laugh and I try not to blush or think about it when we're talking, but it's just so damn hard!!

I honestly don't know why I like him. It's a very confusing matter....

Well... Felicia knows my secret ( Read more... )

checking over my past entries, i realize that my real problems all began on November 4, 2004. the day my dad was released from prison and started taking over my life, being more and more ignorant by the day.

like i said: i hope he dies.

and if not him, then me.

well, guess who's starting to be an asshole? heh, well, i guess he isn't starting; he has been an asshole ( Read more... )

dad's right. i do need a mental evaluation. hormones (even those around this time of month) could not possibly be the root to all of my problems ( Read more... )

You know what? Life sucks ( Read more... )

I feel weak, sad, angry, upset... kind of depressed, I guess you could say.

I'm in a kind of crappy mood. I think I'll go take a bath....

Until later.

-me

I don't know why I'm irritated. I don't even think I am... I just like the smiley for it. >< lol ( Read more... )

Bah. Nothing ever happens. Until I get angry, at least ( Read more... )