upstate sucks, i miss hustlebustle and school ( Read more... )

List the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs ( Read more... )

i was reading the relix trey interview, and realized that phish started when they were 18. freaking 18! makes me excited cause that means i'm still capable of great things, and very weary that i'll make too many mistakes to get anywhere at all. but to be capable of doing all that by 40??? makes 40 look painfully close somehow. things are moving ( Read more... )

i've been sort of upset lately cause i realized that i'm not going to connect with everyone i meet. i guess i thought i could, but that's just not true. it's actually pretty freaking rare that you do. and then sometimes only half of the two people are thinking that there was some connecting going on, and that means there wasn't anything. i'm also ( Read more... )

i feel an urge to write in this shiznit at the most random of times. right now i'm in rach's room, she's on the phone with zach and the lights are off and big country is playing quietly from speakers. the playlist this could go on would be songs that are so beautiful it makes you burst at your seams and close your eyes cause you can't take in all ( Read more... )

( large number of pictures (recent barnard, home, ctylovin') all really inconveniently/randomly sized )

(i cleaned out my friends list, not in a mean way, in a hey we-don't-talk-so-i-feel-weird-reading-about-your-life-way. i'm apologize/am sorry/apologize and sorry are synonyms. i kept my pizza donkey's RIP username because it seems really wrong that i would ever remove her)
what am i writing for hmmm
today i had two finals, tomorrow i go home, ( Read more... )

so i've got this idea going, and it's all about soul. it's that sometimes you get people lodged in your soul. and sometimes people carve their names into your soul with some sort of sharp object, the harder it's carved, the longer it's going to take to erode. then again, maybe they don't erode. i'd like to think they don't erode but on third ( Read more... )

( life, sans les mots (pictures) )

rumor is that the leaves are already falling, i would really like to see these leaves, and also roll in them and have apple cider. i'm missing the colonial times, and also the 60's. i would like a lot to get away from these 17 story buildings and see some quality autumn. if i could be anywhere, it would be a really big field and it would be ( Read more... )