Man I really don't feel like going and doing some ballet. Today is just blah for some reason. I can't wait till the weekend. I think.

I'm putting all my posts on lock down (friends only). There are certain fuckers out there who are a little to nosy.

No school for me today.

Things are that bad.

Bitch.

I want to hang out with besty, kim, and dru. I never hang out with them.

I feel like I was just kicked back down to where I started.

fuck.

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Why are you adding the drama? You say your not but giving me shit is doing just that.

::screams out of frustration::

Megan isn't fully back. But I don't want the "old Megan" fully back. This Megan is better.

I'm so fucking confused.

Fuck. Fuck me and my confusion.

sad. confused. Hopeful.

blah.

Should I have hope? Ever?

You say you understand but I'm not to sure you do.

Why do you hate me?

Why do I cry?

Life is such a chore for me.