HA! I found you! Holy Fuck, i cant believe the shit i wrote here! its amazing how much rapid alcohol consumption and depression can turn one into such a whinny bitch! if only you know how much Jack Daniels a man could pour into his coffee each day, Let me tell you!

so i forgot i had this page, its been a few years since i posted here, and now I'm ( Read more... )

title sez it all.

Its seems to me that i lost Track of what this "livejurnal" realy represents in my life. I have let it strive long past its intentional porpose, and soon i will strike all records of this crime from its page, purging it of such Pethetic emotinal Rhetoric ( Read more... )

these times do change, and my years pass forever accelerating, its time for me to help you to see, that i have aged more than this body lets you to see. these things that happen to me have heppend before, the problems before me, are problems of my past, many of wich i walk by, knowing no desire for it, knowing theres more to be done, im old, im the ( Read more... )

i updated my user info, to reflect somthing more realistic to how i feel today, so go eat it ( Read more... )

waht a rocky go fun happy week its been ( Read more... )

this is it. my life, my work, my librity, im an EMT now, and im going to save people, and im going to save people for free. while i save people ill be building things. ill be getting my education to make my carear more defined. ill be regaing the physical progress i once had last summer, only with added strength and intergrity. my ambitions will ( Read more... )

let this text document the one true moment of solitarty peace i have had in this past year, (by solitary peace i imply that i have never had a peacefull expireince on my own this past year if not longer), and dispite the mounting stress and demands on my life right now form school, study, home, work, the script, ect, i feel nothing but empty ( Read more... )

All i do now is wait and occupie my self untill the latest incarnation of misery comes to an end, Will it end? mostlikly not, perhaps it will supside, this is somthing i cant give to my seven spectacl friend to chew on, this one means to much to me, a cold rational action is to much this time, if i ever go that far, then iv commited my self to a ( Read more... )

........................F.E.A.R ( Read more... )