what the fuck is livejournal anymore? you know?

raise your hand if you are soooo excited for summer.....you cant see me right now, but i have both hands raised in the air, like the highest they can go.

so i was jsut sitting here in my room with gf, and i look out my window, and i see a purple balloon float on by....really it was pretty....

special moments *sigh*

:)

we'll have a lot of bookshelves

really though, the spill canvas....was amazing....incredible even. The best part about it was, i was in the best company ever.
my how i love my girlfriend and her friends.

i dont know...its hard....

i hate my memory....

i have the best support system alive. my girlfriend, my friends, my family.....my love for all exceeds the meaning of the word, and the way they all appreciate each others existence in my life is amazing....thank you. thank you so much. I hope i am just as good for others ( Read more... )

i cant even....

sometimes i think its important to sit with yourself for a moment, and just kind of ask yourself how you are doing. so just now, i sat in my chair, and i asked myself "melinda how are you feeling lately?". because you can feel things, and think about things, but that doesnt necessarily explain to you, why and how you think and feel these thigns ( Read more... )

im really happy