i'm happy, i'm sad...i don't know what i am, i don't know what's going on in my head. i'm irritated with a lot of things and angry at the same time ( Read more... )

I'm back in Cheney with my family. I am sooo tired and pooped out. But yeah, i'm back. And it's good to be back. I miss California though. But I am not sad or depressed even though I am not going to see most of my friends til next year. I guess it's because I'm settled here now and I have things here to keep me busy and I realized time goes by so ( Read more... )

i miss the "i'm bored, talk to me" phone calls ( Read more... )

i miss steve. for me, it's always awkward to be alone with someone for a really long time because you kinda run out of things to say or not know what to say or how to act. i thought it was going to be like that with steve but it wasn't like that at all. we just talked about random stuff from stupid things to personal things and it was great. I don' ( Read more... )

Ha vah eee ( Read more... )

Joshua Virola
July 3, 1984- August 8 2004

Words cannot express what you have meant to all of us. Thank you allowing me to be a part of your life. I will miss you so much. I will still tell Nick that we say hi.

Chapman Beth Nielsen Say GoodnightSay goodnight not good-bye ( Read more... )

My own friend died. My own personal friend. Not my brother's friend, not my friend's friend, not my teacher....my friend. I feel horrible for not speaking to him as often as I could of. I feel even more horrible finding out more than a week after his death. I don't know exactly what the reason of his death was, but I know it must be painful for the ( Read more... )

so i've been dreaming about me getting babies. sad part is, no dads. HOW FREAKIN SAD. someone is gonna knock me up and leave me. how sad is that!!!! then my baby became a fish....or so i thought so when i put it in a bag of water that had no air....my baby died, with her eyes open. :'( SUX ( Read more... )

So hawaii is in a few days. I'm not 100% thrilled, more scared if anything. I don't exactly know why i am, but i am. I mean first of all, I'll be missing out on the Knottz Berry Farm concert featuring Ryan Cabrerra, Ashlee Simpson, and others. And i am so crazed for them this summer. Ryan is super awesome! :) My dream guy has his personality! hehe ( Read more... )

this summer has been full of emotions, with prbly almost all the people i care about ( Read more... )