life is tough. especially right now.

I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I like you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free

I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use ( Read more... )

4th of July...all i can say is. All 3 in one day, and I'm not talking about parties either. Let's just say it was some day. :)

I am probably at the level where I am most angry/sad/betrayed. So congrats to him/her/them/it.

Tap on my window, knock on my door...i, want to make you feel beautiful
beautiful words to one of the most beautiful songs i know. i can only hope someday a guy would want to make me feel this way...so nice gosh.

Anyways, Luc called. She said she's gonna go to Vegas on Monday and if i go we're going straight to Washington and they won't bring me ( Read more... )

I realized my relationship with some people have definitly changed. Some for the better, and some for the worst. But I also realized that it is a part of life and it is something we must go through. I guess I just expected too much. Maybe this summer won't be as great as last summer, but I'll always have last summer to look back on. I have many ( Read more... )

i am a freakin idiot. i can't stop thinking about a bunch of things. thanks nina for being here for me tho =)

Pepsi Smash What an awesome event. Whoever thought of it is very wise! :) I had a blast last night at pepsi smash. I was so freakin excited that my best friends went too!!!! It was me michele olivia nina (not jen :( ) earl weber garrett kc lildru kc mel and trish...then we saw other people like kevin brent cathy garland and others ( Read more... )

i'm trying to relax and not get a headache, but i guess no matter where i am, same thing happens ( Read more... )

Don't get me wrong or anything, I'm totally loving it here in Cali, suuuper much! But I'm really super sad about some things. I haven't hung out with my bestest friend. It just really sucks cuz I realized of all my close friends, she's the one I hang out with the least. and it sucks cuz she's like my bestest friend :(....but i know she's super busy ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in a
Situation where the
Best thing you could do
Was the hardest thing
You’ve ever done
But you try to do
What’s right
And I know deep down inside
That I really wanna be
There by your side
Jagged Edge Goodbye