My life right now needs a blog.I think the best way to describe it is that I am in limbo. There's three ways my life could go now and I don't know which way I want to go or what will happen ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure what's going on with me, but I'm hoping that writing helps. At this point, I'm kind of getting desperate and willing to try almost anything. About 2 weeks ago I started to feel really tense and nervous. Basically like someone is pinching my shoulders. It makes it so I can't sleep and I feel soooo hyper and nervous all the time, ( Read more... )

I made these email for some friends studying abroad this semester and am now going to post in on here so I can delete in from my drafts. Maybe it will even be helpful to someone. :) Enjoy ( Read more... )

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I think I've forgotten how hard transitions are. I have gone through many and many of them were ones where others transitioned and I stayed. Tonight and tomorrow I have 4 going away parties to go to, and it makes my heart ache. I was writing cards for two of them just now and almost cried. Its so hard to have people move through your life. I think ( Read more... )

This is another complaining blog ( Read more... )

As I sit here eating breakfast I can't help but feel horribly nostalgic. Ive been home in America for two years now but nothing feels right and I don't feel nearly as happy as I was in England. I miss everything I had there: good friends, lots of roommates, sandwich shops, white coffees, (dare I say) my boyfriend --well maybe just the thought of ( Read more... )

I decided that I would blog today because its honestly been since march -- not sure why it's taken me soo long because a lots been going on. I fake graduated and took a trip to Europe to see friends. Was a really great time. Fell in love with my British friend again, who of course has a girlfriend, so thats on hold for a bit. I kept making bad ( Read more... )

Girls are so dumb. Well maybe just me. Lobster broke up with me at least 9 months ago and i was looking at a mutual friends' friends to see if i could find his girlfriend and there they were. all cute and stupid in a picture. I just feel like crying and like a sledge hammer just hit my chest. Why do I care so much about him? He's been an ass ever ( Read more... )

I just want to say I'm depressed. I saw the boy at a party last night and he talked to me and kind of apologized..but it's like...I know he's not going to call because my friend at work today said he just wanted to be friends. I don't understand. :(