i guess people really do read my live journal... im sorry if i havent spoke to you lately ive been very anti-social lately and the smallest things seem to frusrate me. my job was good untill the past few days where the few things they have given me to do i cant seem to do right. i couldnt even work the simplest machine in the lab today. of course ( Read more... )

TO ALL YOU NICE GUYS OUT THERE ( Read more... )

god, its been forever since ive wrote in my journal. i havent even been reading others people entries and i just read matt's entry about me. i just want to say thank you, matt, that was very sweet. i have been overwhelmed with trying to make everyone happy and still have time for myself. ive discovered though i need to place my thoughts somewhere ( Read more... )

please let me in....

I could be perfect and you still wouldnt love me. When you are suppose to love me unconditionally, no matter what. I've done everything for you to be proud of me but I'm still not good enough. I'm tired of never making you happy and I realise it is impossible to do so. No matter how hard I try, you still treat me like a screw up. I don't need your ( Read more... )

Provoking me
Just a taste
To erase
The thoughts of you

Blinding me
Rewinding
To a time
When I could feel

I'm heading for Columbus in a few minutes and wont be back until late Sunday. I'm celebrating a belated easter with the family.

I hate being forced to read things for english.

Do I have to beg him to touch me?

It's those moments when you find out your best friend lies to you, your boyfriend is violent, you friends are non-existant when you need the most that you figure out that you are completely alone. I hate my life. I don't care what anyone says they are all lies. Thank you for never letting me forget that.