This weekend was pretty much awful... for the most part. Im most likely going to live with my grandmother in somersworth and i might eventually transfer to Somersworth High. Idk ill probably be happier there without all this drama that never seems to end. idk im confused about the whole thing. my mom things im crazy and suicidal so her solution is ( Read more... )

this is going to be an extremely long entry seeing as i havent updated in two months... a lot of stupid shit has happened in these past couple months and i honestly dont know how i have been able to handle everything this well...idk i guess i havent been handling it well, just better than i thought i would be handling it. I tried really hard to see ( Read more... )

so its been like a month since my last entry so i wanted to finally update. today was a good day... starting with a wicked awesome phone call from ian saying that we should hang out while caitlin was working hard at linens n things. so I got to caitlins house and Ian showed me all the cool books he stole from the library then we looked through one ( Read more... )

where to start... well alex wrote me a note saying he was no longer going to call or write or anything... which i guess is what i wanted it just sucks that i had to lose him as a friend. eh idk anymore... i talked to mrs aseltine about moving out and gettting emancipated and all that stuff but she informed me that there is no such thing as ( Read more... )

so I really havent updated in a while. Lately I have been hanging with Ian and Caitlin which has been totally cool because its Ian and Caitlin. its been kinda weird being around alex.... I havent quite figured out whether or not I even wanna be his friend. he has started calling me again and not letting me off the phone. I dont think he realizes I ( Read more... )

Its Friday but it feels like Saturday cuz we dont have school. : D. anyway. Hanging out with Caitlin Ian and Jill has made a lot of the things causing my stress not so stressfull. PLus not seeing alex and having to deal with him crying to me and talking to him for hours every nite while he is crying and having asthma attacks has probably helped a ( Read more... )

Well a lot of stuff has happened since I last updated this thing... hmm well yesterday was my birthday. it started out pretty horribly because everyone in my family were just being bitches but it got better when I went and saw Alex at work. It really confused me though because we went to Lucas Pond for a little while and I just got all of my ( Read more... )

The past two weeks have been so stressful. Im getting so sick that Im really starting to scare myself. Im feeling a lot better than i was Friday and Saturday so I guess thats good. I had two more anxiety attack thingys yesterday but i was able to breathe and keep them under control. I hate having so much on my mind. I really just wanna get away and ( Read more... )

a lot has happened since my last entry... mostly just starting school on uh Yesterday. I didnt get a break the entire day. I got up out of bed around 6-6 30, got ready,went to school, came home, talked to alex for a VERY short while, studied for my math final, went to my math final, took my math final, came home, did homework, talked to alex ( Read more... )

Today was THE best day of the entire summer. It was so nice to spend the day with the people who care about me the most. alex was sooooooooo sweet to throw me a surprise birthday party... no one has ever done something so sweet. I was so excited to see Laura Jill Jess Ian Caitlin and <3Alex<3 all at the same time. It was really awesome to see laura ( Read more... )