today i read all of my poems i have liek 50. ones that i tossed into the corner of my mind, because at time of writing they seemed simple or plain. now they are a seperate from my self and seem real, or good infact. i wish i never posted any of them. those are no longer mine. literally and mentally i really liked the ones i posted to. one day i ( Read more... )

i have quite a few things to say, i have to write my smokers manifesto (not what you think) talk about the stranger (never do that) and talk about my life (thats easy enough ( Read more... )

when one looks for something for so long finding it is bliss. findind that staple of perfection (atleast my view of it )is breathtaking. now im in awe fumbling. new feelings, new thoughts, breaking from the norm that ruled my life for so many years is quite confusing and difficult, but worth it i assume. she makes me happy, which for me is a ( Read more... )

people dont read enough. not for the reasons you would think. sure it makes you a little more intelligent and you learn a few words, sharpen your mind a bit, but it should really awaken a person ( Read more... )

hmm. how should i start? talk about my day, simple enough, things are sort of glazed, like a dream that lasts the whole night, and i pray it lasts for longer. i'm happy, got to get job. have, to get a car, have to stop drinking haven't done that in a while ( Read more... )

had fun this weekend; really fun... had enough for about a minute -- want to have more. and i will probably most likely, definetly, -- happy wow

i just got my hair straightened... probably guna pull an all nighter... wrote a really cool poem today, gave it away, and i want to read it cause... it was pretty good, here is my update....

well im not dead , got a bunch of ok poems that i porbably won't post got a bunch of stuff to say that i deffinently won't either, lol im done

quick update im happy lol for thefirst time in years i can honestly say that, i don't even want this to sound good i am just very very very happy

i log in, check deprerately for comments, if one, read it, smuggly re-read my post, and with that sweet satisfaction slowly check over everyone elses post ( Read more... )