wow, i fucked up. I'm not writing in this anymore... its baaad. If im gonna write about something, i have to finish up on it... My views changed on something, they changed unbelievably a lot, but no, i didnt write that, so of course it looks bad to whoevers reading. Maan, why.. FUCK!.. Im such a fuck up, no wonder im alone, no fuckin wonder no guys ( Read more... )

Holler ladies!
Umm, let's see, what shall i rant about today. Well, nothing much as changed since last time.. wait, i dont even know what i talked about last time i wrote in here. So anyway, im still enjoying the single life, although i still dont think im over scott. I might have little crushes though.. hehe you kno those silly little crushes that ( Read more... )

Heeey, im updating for all you ladies out there that are bored. Twas the first day of school today, and it sucked. Besides seeing everyone again, there wasn't much to it. For 3 hours, we just listened to Furgie go on and on and on and on and then we had to listen to our homeroom teacher go on and on and on about the same freaken thing. Then, after ( Read more... )

Cant sleep... thinking too much. About what you ask?!.. Anything and everything. Thinking about my day tomorrow, thinking about what Im gonna wear the first day of school. You know what though, I'm mostly thinking about Scott. Surprise surprise.. Im just so.. blah. I cant talk to him or do anything with him cuz he's always too busy. That alone ( Read more... )

the first couple days weren't bad after the breakup, i was doing quite well. Now, its completly fucked up.. he did stuff with another girl 3 days after we broke up. Which that alone, sure it still hurts, but its not that bad. Im just so hurt/confused/pissed because the last time we had a break the same thing had happened. But when we hooked up ( Read more... )

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wow, haven't updated in ages.. but that doesnt really matter anyways cuz no one really reads or cares about this. but i broke up with scott.. yes again. But i think its for real this time. I kno this is going to sound cheesy or whatever but i dont care. Just the week that i went camping i thought a lot and i realised i wanted to grow up, i want to ( Read more... )

Heeey... im finally updating, i kno, its been ages. But nothing really exciting has happened so i haven't seen the need to post really. I started worken last week, getting paid tmr!! WOOOOOO!! its about time cuz i am REALLY broke.. like it doesnt get any broke-r than that. I owe my mom 250$.. lol Anyway so.. work's pretty cool. Its mentally and ( Read more... )

i dont kno whats going on in this house, no one'll tell me. But ya kno, they dont think i'll notice when i see my mom crying or when my dad buys her flowers... They wont tell me whats going on and i dont kno what to think... my dad said she was down. What the hell is that supposed to meaaan fuck.. i wanna be part of this family too!!! ... :(

woooooooo so i got the job!!!! I was the first person hired fulltime for Carrefour so woohooo for me. Nicky got the job too which is awesome!! I start the 24th and finish the 24th of august with weekends off. im gonna get lots and lots $$$ baby.. aah im so excited!! lol but ya kno what really sucks.. exams. I cant wait til they're over... ( Read more... )