OK, so I get my hair cut and learn that the the weird blonde streaks I had were not doable with a shorter cut. The cut was horrible, which I guided Seth through fixing today, like 2 weeks after the act ( Read more... )

I so love my laptop. I have spent less than $75 on it and it's *better* than our 6 year old desktop. I just need a router and a real mouse and I will be all set ( Read more... )

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I ask for forgiveness from those who I may have hurt, deliberately and inadvertantly, during this past year. I apologize for any acts of deliberate selfishness. I repent for suicidal and self-injurous thoughts, jealousy, gossip, gluttony, wastefulness, apathy, and lies. I am sorry for taking my life for granted. I am sorry that the path to ( Read more... )

I have an important meeting today and I feel like I've already blown it. I go to wear a new outfit I purchased (but for some reason didn't yet try on - the sizes are correct tho) at Target. I rip off the tags first (brilliant). The shirt is HORRIBLE. I can't wear that in public! It *fits* but it's not me at all. It's just not cut right. But ( Read more... )

Well, I made it to Axis when rantfaery was playing. But it was an adventure ( Read more... )

Probably not. Although I do miss doing the GLBTQ thing fiercely. That stuff kept me so busy and I did some good work sometimes. When not pushing "enemies" in in-fighting to the very edge of their ropes.... well, that was fun too ( Read more... )

Today I have tingling/numbness in my ring and pinky fingers up to my elbow. Right arm. I didn't DO anything to it. It's kinda freaky cos it's been 2 hours now and I still have it. Maybe it's all the repetitive motion of my KNITTING practice. Haven't quite figured out how to comfortably hold the yarn ( Read more... )

A Jehovah's Witness or a Mormon rang our doorbell today. The doorbell was not an expected interruption and it always makes me think of the cops, for some reason, even though the household has been dry for over a week. Anyway, here's the conversation ( Read more... )

this has been a crazy, complicated summer. i think i feel more emotionally volatile than ever, but in a way that feels right. i feel confused about my emotions and relationships and my future, but it's ok. i'm doing the best i can right now. maybe in the coming months, years, decades, i'll learn to be more satisfied with who i am even if i am ( Read more... )