Who saw that spanish short film? It was one of the saddest things I've ever seen.

i feel like progress is being made. i really do. i made a very forward attempt (for me at least) with a certain person today. i'll tell you how it goes from here ( Read more... )

i never notice any profound change in myself on holidays. this one in particular. most times they just leave me waiting long into the night for that special sparkly feeling. that sounds lame, but it's true. the only remarkable difference in my life last night was when i was walking to the car coming back from work. this clean breeze blew through ( Read more... )

i write a post then get mad at it and erase it almost every other day. i swear i havn't abandoned my journal. the posts would just be me gushing about boys anyway, nothing anyone wants to hear ( Read more... )

petey died today. my neighbors brought him home from the pound the same day i was born. 16 is pretty old for i dog i guess, but it still sucks. he's the only person i've ever met who's birthday was on mine. funny thing is his hair was tht same color as mine too. he was a little runty dog with awesome style. he never failed to wag his tail at me ( Read more... )

you know, i never really understood why (or how) people could stay in any type of abusive relationship. i simply thought hey guys, if a person makes you feel crappy, dont date/be friends with him/her. but now i do. perhaps with this realization i can begin to come to grips with reality.

i went out today trying to buy the penny arcade mini but they wont be getting it in, so i told the guy to pick something out for me because i was in the mood to spend money. optic nerve is just wow. all the stories are painful but theyre sooo good. in a very faint way they remind me of ray bradbury. just brilliant. im gonna be selfish and tell all ( Read more... )

its been a long time hasnt it? well ive been busy. working a lot, but i like it. its making me feel like it wouldnt be so bad to stay in san jose and go to state. those are some dangerous thoughts. im not making any declarations, i'll give it time and thought and such. but whatever, its early ( Read more... )

i stole a light refractor from chemistry. rainbows are the coolest things ever.

okay whats with me being friends with the weird man-subs? first riley now mugnolo.. theres something wrong with me ( Read more... )