It told me

[melchidezek]

Went to the clinic this morning, after trying fruitlessly to get up at eight in the morning for 4 days in a row. Got a lucky break, got my lab tests done. Then, going home, i notice the licence plate of a car standing in the parking lot: RUN 830. And it struck a nerve

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[pythagore]

This is not a cry for help, not an invitation for sympathy and kind comments. Just a bitter and cynical self-observation.

Then you won't get them either. But I can still point out that you have brothers and sisters that care, eh? Because we do that whether you happen to be the happiest or saddest person in the world.

[melchidezek]

Thank you.

I'll just have to practice _believing_ that, so that I don't end up deeper in my spiral of self-defeating thoughts. But I'm getting there.