im def. getting surgery just not sure when yet. =\ eh no fun, i have to stay in the hospital over night and shit. oh well. im bored its so early and im mad tired. peaceeeee

love you shawn<3

hmmm okay ( Read more... )

im really bored. =\ im suposed to go to the mall tonight with shawn casey and katie =) that will be fun but its not till after 6 tonight.. grr. me and shawn are gunna get a hermit crab. haha its names gunna be hermy. he got a new guitar yesterday. his other one is broken. im gunna ask justin if he can fix it. but i dunno. maybe jen will leave ( Read more... )

hm, been pretty bored lately. not doing much just hanging out with shawn as usual. been feeling pretty shitty, i wanna be better ughh. man oh man. jerry springer is by far the most retarded show on earth. gunna go shower nap and then get ready to go to shawns.

well... im back with shawn. =) hmm pretty bored, going to mcrays farm tonight for the haunted hay ride thing, hey its suttin to do right? =) well im out

yeah so shawn just dumped me... hmm ouch.. i just honestly wanna fucking go jump off a bridge, but im not gunna sit here and cry about it. =\. he wants to go back out, but i dont think im strong enough to get hurt like this again... *sighs*

ha... i kinda fixed the who ur gunna marry. =)

i took that tube thing outta my nose last night, it was horrible, im scared to find out wether i need surgery or not =\. thats alright tho. im out peace

Im watching dawsons creek. ha whats knew?! lol. lately, everything has been good. well excluding one hugemongo mistake that i made, and im truely sorry for that. shawn u know i love u and i dont wanna be with out u. im sorry ( Read more... )

Okay Lets Try This Entry AGAIN (3rd Time Today). Im Just Sitting Here Doing Nothingg. Waiting For Shawn To Get Outta Work. Yesterday Was Alright. Went To School, Got Some WICKED Shitty News That Im Not Gunna Stress Over Right Now. Left School At 11:30 For My Appointment. Came Home And Both My Grandpas And My Uncle Were Here. =) I Made Both Grandpas ( Read more... )

Awww... wonderful day =) *happy sighs* I love you Shawn.  Thank you so much for tonight.. u dont know what u mean to me <3...

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