today I hung out with Christian... first decent day in a while. i just hope something happens between us, atleast friends...

then i went to robs with kayley... had some more fun there..

im alot happier then i thought i'd be...

dont forget to catch mee<33

well, he kissed another girl. enough said...

today i went to the cousins house... other ppl blow me off...

todays thoughts - if this chance comes up again, im not gunna let it passs...

later days

so i went back into the hospital. only for a night tho and jessica, juan, greg, steven and danny came to see me. but not juuust me, greg knew the kid in the room next to me ( Read more... )

Shawn broke up with me... is been like 2 days. it sucks. but theres nothing i can do.

hm yesterday i went to new york, it was fun, the show was decent.

i have nothng left to say...

this sucks dude, i hvae no friends cuz no one ever comments... fucking faggots ( Read more... )

Hm, Im Bored. Sitting Here On The Phone With Shawn As Always ( Read more... )

Well Shawns Grounded Again, Whats New? That Sucks. I Dont Know What I've Been Doing Lately, A Whole Bunch Of Nothing. Yesterday Kayley Came Over =) Shes Still Here, It Took Forever For Us To Find Something To Do, But Finnaly We Juust Said Fuck It And Hung Out At Van Horn With Jessi Mandy Krista Greg Juan Eddie Timmo Johnathon Some Other Kid That ( Read more... )

All Week, Didnt Do Much. Hung Out With Jen G. Slept At Heathers A Couple Times. Hung Out With Jessica. The Rest Of The Time Just Hung Out At Home Being Bored. I Missed Shawn But I Finnaly Got To See Him Yesterday. We Went To The Mall Then Back To His House Then Casey And Katie Came To Pick Us Up We Drove Around For A While I Had To Pee So I ( Read more... )

well its 330 am and i have to get up at 915, i have another stupid test, so why am i up you ask? i dont know. i cant sleep. so im getting surgery on nov. 8th at 9:30 am. =\ that stinks, i wish it was later so shawn could be there when im going in the room. im gunna be so scared and i like need him there... i bet you my dad wont even be there. that ( Read more... )

[my name is]: Melissa ( Read more... )