Let's see if I can get this out and make it sound like I'm not whining...forgive if I am. Do you ever sit back and wonder if you were born the right person? I just feel so...alone and stuff lately. And I really have no reason to be. I have the greatest friends in the world. It's just..something is missing. I want to feel whole. I don't like to ( Read more... )

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Ya know..I'd never admit this in a million years but..I really do love my sister. Without her, I would be somewhere crying over not being at the formal and hating everyone. But, instead, we're going to the mall together and the Disc Exchange and Best Buy. Etc etc etc. I'm really gonna miss her next year when she moves in with Lindsey and Jennifer. ( Read more... )

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Maybe I should explain the last few days...hmm...I havent talked to Coby since Saturday. He's tried several times but I just dont want to. Is that mean? I hope not. I just feel like he lied to me for some reason. And that's one thing that just makes me sooo grrr. That's why me and Amanda werent friends for so long. Not b/c she went out with Clay ( Read more... )

Maybe I should explain the last few days...hmm...I havent talked to Coby since Saturday. He's tried several times but I just dont want to. Is that mean? I hope not. I just feel like he lied to me for some reason. And that's one thing that just makes me sooo grrr. That's why me and Amanda werent friends for so long. Not b/c she went out with Clay ( Read more... )

Maybe I should explain the last few days...hmm...I havent talked to Coby since Saturday. He's tried several times but I just dont want to. Is that mean? I hope not. I just feel like he lied to me for some reason. And that's one thing that just makes me sooo grrr. That's why me and Amanda werent friends for so long. Not b/c she went out with Clay ( Read more... )

By the way, I'm not going to Formal. So, Katelinn, we aren't going shopping tomorrow. Sorry Katelinn.

So umm...today sucked. I went into it with high hopes but guess what? Yeah, it sucked. I just want to cry and cry for the rest of my life. I hate it. I want to be happy..it's soooo hard. All my friends hate me pretty much. I'm no one's "best friend"...damn it, why me?? Why was I born the way I am? I dont want to hear "God has a plan for everyone" I ( Read more... )

Do yeah..first off, I'm going to the Winter Formal...with Coby :-D...No, we arent going out lol We're just going together. Katelinn and I were going shopping for it anyways for her so now I'll be shopping for myself too :) Friday night I'm supposed to go to Demarcus's then Saturday are the parades. <3 Rawkin hard fun right there lol ( Read more... )