have you ever liked someone who you really shouldn't like? i mean...what are the chances? it couldn't possibly work. she

probably doesn't even feel the same. or maybe she does...i dont know. this is crazy. the sun shining through the window is

frying my brain. not to mention my skin. ugh. damn it. i can't get her out of my head. she always knows ( Read more... )

ok so...a lot of shit has been going on lately...too much to really handle. enough to keep me up all night. just thinking...and such. i have realized that life is not as easy as i thought it once was. it's not simply "making good and bad choices" it's much more complicated...in fact the complexity of my life is sometimes strangling. leaving me with ( Read more... )

i'm sorry that i cannot enter as often as i would like...i wish my mom would leave me be. and i wish my dad would stop fucking with me...whatever. i have a xanga, now...xifuonlyknewx so yes, i can actually enter stuff into it on a regular basis...so...fuck you, mom.
see ya later hun,
melissa

so...this is only my second entry in what...2,3,5 months? i think my mom has got my computer rigged so that i can't update at home. it's weird, but i'm at hannah's house right now...i'm glad to be here, though, because i miss my friend and my second mom. anyways ( Read more... )

wow...today was...okay like the rest.my parents are making me go to a counselor. i went twice to a normal one, and we talked about a lot of bullshit like how i'm gay and she tells me that i should consider other options and other weird stuff. you know...that starts to get really annoying after an hour or so. anyways, this past monday i went to art ( Read more... )