a lost mind
wandering through the mists
i dont know what i want
i have a dream
an ideal
is it worth going for it?
what does one do, when one is in a bind?
i never want to have find out
if it was never meant to be
i want to know what it would be like.
i want to know what they feel.
i want to see into the future.
so confused; running around in circles
trying to ( Read more... )

every now and again im reminded of back then ( Read more... )

theyve already got their new favorite- its almost as if i dont evne lve in the same house with them. theyre sick of having me here- they want me to live almsot as muchas i do. They dont care about what i still need, they dont want to amke an effort to help me pack, and they dont want to hang out with me. the three of them are already best friends- ( Read more... )

So this is love, Mmmmmm
So this is love
So this is what makes life divine
I'm all aglow, Mmmmmm
And now I know
The key to all heaven is mine
My heart has wings, Mmmmmm
And I can fly
I'll touch ev'ry star in the sky
So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of
Mmmmmm
Mmmmmm
So this is love........

that crazy feeling inside that makes you feel like you could ( Read more... )

i can do this i can do this i can do thi.....

oh fuck who am i kidding.

remember when lj was "the" thing to have? lmao

ive realized that ive been running on autopilot lately- saying goodbyes, last visits, "keeping in touch"
it seems you have to to keep from realizing that in all reality, when we come back, well have different friends, have hung out ( Read more... )

What it took to get an 8th grade education in 1895

--Remember when grandparents and great-grandparents stated that they only had an 8th grade education? Well, check this out. Could any of have passed the 8th grade in 1895?
This is the eighth-grade final exam from 1895 in Salina, Kansas, USA. It was taken from the original document on file at the ( Read more... )

Two days past eighteen
He was waiting for the bus in his army green
Sat down in a booth in a cafe there
Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair
Hes a little shy so she gives him a smile
And he said would you mind sittin down for a while
And talking to me,
Im feeling a little low
She said Im off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down ( Read more... )

We need to hang out this week. i start camp next week- so ill only have nights and weekends free, unless i pick up another job X.X ( Read more... )

wow. ive got classes, a dorm room, a roomate. 3 days of college behind me, 525600x4 years of minutes more to go, and im already tweaking out.

ive got a laptop, a car on its way out, and a really really messy room

im never in it any more

i dont see my kitten

i dont see my family

i rarely see my friends.

what happened?

i dont even know. i go out, and ( Read more... )

"But we guarantee they wont have one thing...........

Snakes on a plane."

already, I can see  this summer is going to be blown out of proportions.