I think a long enough time has passed since I've written on this blog. So yesterday was the day I hit the big 21 and it was an amazing day! The morning was blah of course with work and classes but omg last night was amazing. Ann, Alicia, Steph, Whitney, Laura and I left Newport at 5:30 and drove to providence in order to be there for Waterfire, ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm back at school again and let me tell you.. it's definately easier having that first week to ease back into things, like homework and work and a routine. My everything's kind of messed up right now... and i'm exhausted. Why does junior year need to be harder than the others? idk. but i should probably go get ready for work. i'll try to ( Read more... )

i am so sick of being a fuck-up. nothing i ever do is good enoguh for my mom. everything i say is taken literally and it's always my fault. for everything. if you ask my mom she'll tell you how i always put her in a bad mood and how i always do something wrong. i'm sick of living this way

ok- so week one of school down and melissa status: still home. life really sucks right because i'm stuck in this hell hole called home and quite honestly, i can't stand it. I can't stand my mom, i can't stand the actual house i can't even stand the fucking town anymore. All of my friends are at school... sure you know classes and homework suck... ( Read more... )

so countdown till the return to school: 8 days. Sure I'm excited, but honestly, it would be so much better if I actually knew that I'm returning to school. My loan broker's being an ass and he's still jerking around with the loan and he may not have it in time... the dumbass, he's fucking toying around with my future like it's nothing. God I hate ( Read more... )

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So nothing overly exciting has been going on lately for me. Pretty much I go to work come home eat and go to bed. That's how it's been lately. Well now everyone's getting ready to move back to school so I figure i should probably start hanging with them before it's too late to do anything.So just this week I got skewered. There was this cookout ( Read more... )

I hate my parents. So they've been on this whole"trying to fix ourselves so that our family life will be better" kick and the truth is I don't know how they're doing with it since I almost never fucking see them and when they are at home for more then a half an hour they're in bed or just talking to each other, not wanting to be disturbed.So yeah i ( Read more... )

OMFG i can not stand her..she pisses me off royally ( Read more... )

So not such a great day. One of my friends grandmothers has six months to live starting today. I didn't know what to say to her when she was here crying and she told me how her grandmother's dementia was really a side effect of pancreaotic cancer. It's just hard to believe because just last night we had gone to Walmart together to get the orange ( Read more... )