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apparent 5-year update...
from 5 years and 1 month ago, regarding 6 years ago:
"i wrote this silly stuff about a year ago ( Read more... ) -
beginnings of something larger
I took Sarah to preview day at Winthrop. It was a flood of memories and smells and longing for a life that I didn't get to finish. I wish I could go back and live that life again. Relive it. I tell you what I'd do. I'd never meet my ex. I'd live in my dorm room all four years. I'd finish school in less than 4 years so my mom could see me graduate. ( Read more... ) -
Last One Standing
Last One Standing ( Read more... ) -
messed up.
I am high. Not because I took too much medicine, not because im some sort of bong person or whatever. It is simply becuase my doctor reccomended that I take some anti anxiety medication.
i dont like this. I have homeowrk to do, and i am busy updating my livejournal (lets not kid ourselves, NO ONE has a livejournal anymore) and listening to phantom ( Read more... ) -
Angry
So I'm not really angry, and honesty this will probably have to a of typos in it because I am typing directly on the screen. And I can't quite reach all of the keys. But whatever. I am kind of angry, I wish that some people could just look past the present and see the future, Not like someone who can "seeeee the fuuuuuutuuuuure" but just like keep ( Read more... ) -
whoa baby
not caring if the entire world reads this. i dont think i link to this from my facebook anymore. but who cares. in any case, this is a TMI post.
steve and i are trying to get pregnant. this post is not about sex. this post is about EVERYTHING ELSE.
9 or so months ago i FINALLY went to my gyno and told her that i hadnt had a period in like a YEAR, ( Read more... ) -
Breath and Breast
I am absolutely haunted. Like of those ghost houses in a scary movie, my doors creak, i hear voices, and i am followed by this awful lingering apparition. the pain of my mother is constantly seeking me, trying to bring me down and destroy me. it hides - in her clothes that hang in my closet, in the slow distance from my younger brother, in the ( Read more... ) -
MAMMAJAMMAS
OH MAN i am now typing with my little mini wireless keyboard. it is super tiny, though, and i am getting used to it. it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt also have to get used to the backspace key. BAHAHA. is there another backspacekey? okay so i hate to have to do this, but i am noti8cing thaqt when i LOOK when i type, it seems to work out a bit ( Read more... ) -
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Hello giant mass of readers. I'm getting an iPad, so maybe I'll update more. Life has not changed much while still ( Read more... ) -
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this is useless... pretty sure no one reads livejournal anymore anyways...
well here i am. finally starting CofC.
im tired. and fat.
im glad no one reads this. i can be "me"
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