"how long do you want to wait?" he smiled while we were lying in bed together ( Read more... )

I was reading back through my old live journals. God i was a dumb girl. It makes me sick to my stomach about all of it. I was so... angry. I don't know what about anymore. It makes me sad to think about it. It makes me want to reach back and tell that pathetic little girl that it will all be okay. And that if you're nice to people, their ( Read more... )

So, our first show was last night, and it was rad. Even though I was nervous as hell, everyone said we did really good! Which rocks. Plus, Maddie (Aaron's sister) took pics and Molly videotaped. Pretty pimp. I cant wait to play another show! it's gonna be rad!

I haven't talked to Paul in a while now, though I've been trying to call him like everyday. I started to get the hint, but I didnt give up. So Friday, I called and called and called, and finally, he answered the phone. And I wish he hadnt. I was half drunk and he was in a very disagreeable mood, which I only made worse. He told me he didn't ( Read more... )

Why cant we find a bass player? I think this is Gods way of punishing me for not going to church or being a good catholic girl ( Read more... )

I have a phenomenal life.

I am all puckered out. It has been a busy day. I woke up at 11:50 (only because Jon crawled out of bed first), watched Trading Spaces with Merrie (Jon's ma) and proceded to take the bus home to get the keys that i forgot so that i could bail my car out of the snow. Luckily, my mom offered to give me a ride back. I was SUPPOSED to have band ( Read more... )

So, I love the snow.... if for no other reason than it gave me an excuse to hang out with Jon for three days. Yep thats right. I got snowed in at Jon's house (family and all) for three days. I wish I was still there. Plus: I got PAYED (thats right, moolah, dinero, big bucks) for 3 (yep count it.. 1 2 3) snow days at work. Paid to play in ( Read more... )

Who wrote that last comment? Why didnt you say who you are? What is it supposed to mean?

I am in love with the most perfect boy in the whole world. I dont ever wanna be without him. I wanna hold his hand forever. And every morning that I wake up alone, i reach for him in half sleep dreams. and the best part.... i think he may be in love with me too. and he smiles at me like the sun. and even though we've just begun, he tells me ( Read more... )