Those who accuse are those who commit...

...Best weekend I've had in a LONG time...God I've missed him...

I woke up with a bad feeling. It wasn't that in the dream he'd said he was better off without me, because that I already knew, it was the other things he said and how he said it. I'm not upset that I used to value his opinion so much that it would bother me but perhaps I'm upset because deep down that's how I see myself.

Chapter 1: The Basics ( Read more... )

Another FUNFILLED night of me sitting at home, lonely...surprise, surprise. I have four pictures left...and I can't bring myself to look at them; I know I'll cry even more..fuck I just want this to all end..

~If there were 3 wells (love, beauty and creativity) and you could only drink from one, which would it be ( Read more... )

You know what's wrong with the world...? Lack of consideration for others. If we considered others in our actions then we wouldn't do half of what we do. I think I can honestly say I've only ever loved two people, other than family...and have only ever been in love once and sure enough, I screwed that one up just as much as he did a few months ago ( Read more... )

I'm just not ready, and...I'm sorry...

I'm in an odd mood. I should be in a happy one but I'm really not. I'm stressed about work...and as if that wasn't enough..nothing else seems to be working out either..in any aspect of life. I've been sick this passed week...and it isn't getting any better. Florida is slowly coming up...I don't even want to go anymore. I have messed up a lot this ( Read more... )

What to write...what to write. Well, I'm finally feeling a little better, which f-ing rocks! I've been sleeping a lot because of the meds the doctor gave me...so yay for that! I still can't believe that the first doctor said it was nothing...I was like "dude! The lump has closed HALF my throat...and it takes me an hour to eat a bowl of soup....and ( Read more... )