...And then he randomly stops replying to me...kinda like he just disappeared...again...twice in three weeks..nuts..

So the day didn't get much better. First of all, my finger hurts from where I burned it and I feel like a gimp with the bandages on because I can't do much with that hand. I had to re-enter everything from the last five days since our cashes were down and it seemed to take forever...well, it took 5 hours but that's a long time to be staring at ( Read more... )

I turn on the tv this morning and what do I hear coming from Dawson's Creek...? Sigh..what a GREAT way to start the day ( Read more... )

Mmm I feel good teehee. After work I went to the gym and then tanning...ah now this is the life. Much love goes out to Laura for the good tip on the tanning place! However, you still suck for leaving for Europe without the rest of us Claire's ppl. Alysia's wedding shower was yesterday but I couldn't go...oh well. Hopefully she drops by the store ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real when you woke up? Then you actually took the time to think about it and realized that there is no possible way it could ever come true? I find it weird that "experts" have said that dreams disguise our secret wishes. Perhaps on occasion..but certainly not always. Let's face it..I'm the first to admit that ( Read more... )

I got my shirt in the mail today. You know, it's funny...I expected it when he got his permanent room. I also kind of expected a little note or something at least apologizing for the way he treated me but no..nothing..just the shirt. It's funny..no return address either. It's okay, Kyle..I wasn't planning on writing back. You know, you really did ( Read more... )

The worst part..is that despite everything...I miss him..and I know that I shouldn't...But I do...

..He changed his number..I cannot believe he changed it without telling me. That's one way of telling someone it's over

Dear Kyle ( Read more... )

Days like today I wish I was stronger..maybe then this wouldn't hurt so much...and maybe then I wouldn't miss you like I do as the tears roll down my face...but I can't help it...