i wish i was your lover!
-natalie

i'm trying really hard to "keep it together"
but i feel like there is nothing left of me to hold on to

i miss my mom

i don't have any money and i hate being alone.

this is hard. i try to remind myself what i am "worth" but then i think about all the things i am unhappy about and how i should have done things differently--then i can't feel good about anything at all.

i forgot what your face looks like

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being home is.. difficult ( Read more... )

my priorities are all fucked up
i'm sorry to everyone. i should be a better friend. i should be a better student. shit

i just want certainty.

i never post anymore on my poor lj ( Read more... )

nevermind.

but at least we tried.