Soooo strange how sometimes you just need a little push to motivate your emotional instincts. One song, suggested by one man, and I'm on a roll. Here's what I'm thinking ( Read more... )

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i get so darn lonely at night ( Read more... )

i feel so absolutely empty.
i have wonderful days, with wonderful people.
but when it comes down to it and i'm back in my room,
all alone
that's all i can help but feel.
empty and alone.

i need something in this room to come back to.
something to make me happy.
anything.
anyone.

i feel completely lost in this world right now ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling inside ( Read more... )

I cried today, for the first time in months.
It's your fault, if only you had cared.
If you had cared, then I would have had something left to give.
And I could still be happy. So could you.

You should never change your life for somebody else.
Change it for you, then later maybe things will be right.
Never for somebody else.
Never again.

I hate seeing MY letters...
on HER bag.

I AM SO HAPPY
FINALLY!

soooo i had this really artsy fartsy entry ready to post
however, i went to buy some food and he was there
and now i can't stop smiling
i didn't even eat my food
i'm rocking out to whitney b/c that's what i wanna do

dance with somebody
feel the heat with somebody

somebody who
might be in like with me
=]

i don't hate today anymore