I'm trying not to think. If I think too much I'll start crying again. Tonight I said my official goodbye to mandas, kym, geo, kaitlin, and jesse. Ana even stopped by and I was able to see Sarah during her lunch break. I'm so...scared. I need these people in my life. I love them so much and I want to just pack them up and take them with me. ( Read more... )

Clare Ciervo will be moving into 405 Davison House on the Vassar quad on August 25th. That sounds so strange! I found out on the message board that we would be able to figure out our dorming assigments and sure enough I was listed under Davison. I'm so...I don't even know. I honestly know nothing of the quality of my dorm. I'm just in awe ( Read more... )

I know that most of my entries tend to be, well sappy, but here goes another one. I was able meet with my roommate while visiting Maryland this weekend for a soccer tournament. (The soccer part of the trip was horrible, we had no coach and we got our asses kicked in). I had a lot of fun with Nola. In fact, I slept over her house with no ( Read more... )

Hello Everyone. This may sound a bit scary but I am starting to prepare for college ::shiver:: One of the things I want to do is be able to keep in touch with my good buddies. So if you could do me a favor please comment with your address, cell #, home #, and email. I know my fellow seniors (or should I say college freshmen?) won't have their ( Read more... )

Okay it's very late, but I have a quick question. Some say to live life in the present. We must realize everyday may be the last. Of course others say that the good things in life, the ones that are worthwhile take time. So do we go and seize what we want right now or wait for the right moments to happen? How do you guys think one should act? ( Read more... )

Now probably isn't the best time to be writing this, but I felt like I had to put some sort of acknowledgement of my graduation in here. I am no longer a Pompton Lakes High School student. Hours ago I was ecstatic. Now I'm just...weak. That's how my dad said I looked anyways. I surprisingly did not cry at the ceremony, but I did almost lose it ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Just wanted to let you know that I convinced Geo to get a livejournal. Apparantly she likes reading what people have to say about her. Her username is cutiepie_20 so add her!!

This is probably about a year late, but at least it happened...

I know most of you have heard me make degrading remarks about Brian ever since the break up and have also listened (or tried to tune out) my further laments about how we will be less than ten minutes away from each other when he goes to Marist and I attend Vassar.  I'm pretty sure I ( Read more... )

I was walking home from school today and just zoning in and out (probably talking to myself too as is routine) when a young middle school girl who was behind me started to pick increase her pace. I could hear that her footsteps were faster than mine so as is custom I moved over to the right of the sidewalk to let her pass. To my surprise she didn ( Read more... )

Sometimes it is such a wonderful thing for my mood to be affected by my friends. Right now things are just going well for them (generally speaking). I've always harbored a naive notion that eventually good things happen to good people and as of now that idea seems to be holding true. I am secretly afraid that things will fall off this right ( Read more... )