God damn...I care to damn much about people who don't really care about me. It's enough to meke me want to jump off of a cliff. I put to much meaning into things...I love so easily it makes me sick...and the worst thing is...all I want is love back. And it's terribly depressing when I don't get it...which I never do ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have a hard time being myself. Not to mention that I hate labels as they make me want to scream bloody fucking murder. I have always been the type of girl who wears what she wants, does what she wants, says what she wants and damns the consecequences. That was my life from 2 to 22. For some reason...23 has felt like a gapeing hole ( Read more... )

Ok...so I'm glad I haven't gone back to the dawning, because I would probably get into a fight ( Read more... )

I think I finally understand why people keep telling me that I have amazing eyes. I sitting in the parking lot of Martin's (a NoVa grocery) and something I read or something I heard on the radio made me tear up a little (like this happens all the fucking time...I have a sappy streak a mile wide) and I had the visor flipped down so that I could ( Read more... )

So, I'm in a much better mood than last week...I had a great time with LohQi Saturday and Sunday...even though he is a pain in the ass! lol Highlights of my weekend were: getting drunk at Coop's, being told I'm hot by some boy from a formal dance, the phrase "if you don't work here, sleep here, or sleep with someone who works here, you need to ( Read more... )

So, as much as my dad drives me insane...he does good things too. Like right now, he's taking the stripped handle off the shower so that I can take a shower...because my reaction was...let me get my shit together and head to C'ville...LohQi will let me take a shower with him. Which is a nice thought all in all...but I really prefer to show up ( Read more... )

Goddamnit...I can't take anymore. I got a letter yesterday that I didn't know about from one of the hospitals that I'm trying to get my paystubs for so that I can work out a damn payment plan saying that if they don't get the informortion sent in in 7 days that they are sending me to a collection agency. I've been trying to get my fucking ( Read more... )

So...today I've found a form of ID...and I can't find the 10bucks I had that I was going to go drink away! *sigh* This means I have to ask my dad for money. *sigh* This has the suck...I hate my job, I hate my life.

I am having a seriously bad week ( Read more... )

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

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Hedonism
95%
Existentialism
95%
Justice (Fairness)
70%
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