I'm so nerdy. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I hate boys........ Funny story, so this guy that's incredible makes me extremly nervous. He made some comment that completly flushed ANY sense of composure I was trying to have down the drain. I couldn't even eat lunch today. Wow. I need to join a protestant nunnery.

Okay, so I've never hurt like this over someone else's seperation from God. I thought I had, but I haven't. I feel sick. We visited the AIDS home and I met all these people with skewed views about Christianity and I listened, because they were sharing about who they were... and I realized just how decieved they are. They are desperate, lonely and ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm really nervous because I just shared some pretty vulnerable stuff with a person of the opposite sex. What caused me to let my guard down? I dont' know.... AHHHHHH!!! It was me, him and another girl and a g'friend so its not like that. We just got on the discussion of purity, and somehow how got on the subject of how I really struggle with ( Read more... )

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Phew... rough day. More details later.

WARNING!! I'm about to vent for two seconds, because its all I have and I don't want to vent outloud, so here it is. I DO NOT LIKE when guys are so enamored by a girl, that when they are having an important conversation with you, the get distracted and start a WHOLE nother conversation with the girl they are enamored by. Than you feel stupid, ( Read more... )

Let me warn you, this LJ may turn out to be incredible long, because I'm going to be giving an update for my entire week! Well, as you all know I've been sick with bronchitis for the first week of camp. Go figure! But God has been pretty stinkin' faithful in letting me chug along. I'm sorry I haven't been able to e-mail or call all of you ( Read more... )

Okay, just to give you a brief update... I'm really selfish. That's how I feel. For the past hour and a half I feel like all I've been doing is giving, and I really need someone to encourage and appreciate me. How stupid is that, on top of this its put me in a bad mood because "people aren't loving on me". I'm SOOO stinking selfish, but I need it. ( Read more... )

Hey guys, well...... first day of camp over. All was pretty good, I've been blessed with a group I'm almost POSITIVE are all saved. Which makes me really excited. We will get to talk about the great commision, and I will have a chance to encourage them to have a heart for the people around them. Evangelism Training wasn't as good as I would have ( Read more... )

Hey guys, first day of camp. Pray for me as I'm nervous. I'm doing evangelism training tonite, and I don't want my nervousness to get in the way of the message. In the mean while, here's a letter from a missionary martyr. Its incredible... I want to be that way ( Read more... )