i really dont know how to fix this. i dont know how to get what i want. i think it could be amazing, but i just cant seem to reach you. i dont know if i am pushing it or if i am not making enough of an effort. i cant read you because i am never around you. i dont even know what could come of us but i want to know more than anything....i just ( Read more... )

i swear things are a never ending cycle of shit. all i ever want is for things to just work out, but life is not like that. life is like being thrown in a massive dryer and having to fend for yourself. it is uncomfortable, painful, hot, disorienting, never goes anywhere, and goes too fast when all you want is for it to slow down a bit ( Read more... )

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Things are amazing these days. I havent been this happy in i dont even know how long ( Read more... )

-the oc has honestly become a soap opera ( Read more... )

this kind of sucks. i am finally at a point where i feel comfortable and happy and things are going good, but one of my best friends reminded me that i have been lacking a lot. i am never at the apartment and until today, i thought that my absence didnt really make a difference, if people were wondering where i have been they should have asked. ( Read more... )

My brother is engaged!!!!!


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It has been a while since i have updated and i have been meaning to post pics from Mexico, so here they are


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Things have been fun lately...

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