I kind of forgot all about this thing for awhile, but I guess I should pay more attention to it seeing as how I have it and all. I'm starting this writing series that will hopefully make me feel better when I'm at my worst. It's called "Things That Make Me Smile." And each story is about an incident where something small (usually) has made the ( Read more... )

McFly's new song premiered the other day, so you should go listen to it. It's catchy, it's cute, it's British, and it's fabulous.

I think self-perception is an interesting concept. How we conceive our own personalities is usually totally different than how other people see us. It's true when they say that everyone is their own worst critic, but ( Read more... )

I don't understand how I get myself into the situations that I get myself into. Honestly, who lands themselves in odd-should-be-creepy-but-isn't-until-you-say-no types of sexual encounters anyway? And who innocently sits in Starbucks sipping at a tall iced tea lemonade only to somehow acquire a geeky-but-kind-of-cute photographer's phone number? ( Read more... )

Goodbyes are difficult and I've never really been very good at them. Even if they're just temporary goodbyes, they still give me that lump at the back of my throat, pressure on my chest kind of feeling where all of the sudden, my eyes are wet and the only kinds of sounds coming from my throat are whimper-ish sounds and sniffles. The worst is the ( Read more... )

After an entire week of feeling like absolute shit, I've decided that it takes up way too much energy and it is just really not productive at all. Discontent is really the most tiring emotion that one could have, and negativity really does nothing for a person's emotional and mental state either. This whole week, I've been just wanting to sleep ( Read more... )

I wish I knew why people were stupid. If people are friends for a long time, if people get close real fast and share each other's secrets, then one would think that those same people would be comfortable enough to confront each other when one does something to piss the other off. I mean, at least that would be the mature thing to do. The other ( Read more... )

So I'm back. I was never really here to begin with, but nevertheless, I'm back.

The movies are so deceptive. I mean, I know they're movies, meaning they're fiction, meaning they're not real. The problem with film is that it sucks you into believing that things really are the way they're depicted. But they're really not. It seems so obvious, almost a ( Read more... )

i'm not even going to be poetic about this: i just don't think i'm good at anything that i thought i was good at anymore.

I'm two cups into my coffee break. I'm sitting alone in the cafe from the way. Reading all by myself, turning my cell off just to breathe. And everyone I know just keeps calling me. And I just need a little time.

There's a saying that goes "Everything happens for a reason" and I am a strong believer in such a saying. I know that things will work ( Read more... )

Because I have a paper journal and I have been neglecting it ever since I got here--for the sole reason that I've simply just had no time--I feel slightly guilty that I am writing in this right now. But then again, I could always just print this and tape it in my paper journal. I know it's
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