well it seems as if justin and I are back together, i hope and pray(which i dont do much) that things will work out. we got to go out on the 4th and actually had fun together it was really nice. I'm going back to work soon which is good caz i miss work alot but then again im going to spend the first week crying caz Aidan wont be with me. Oh it ( Read more... )

sorry guys I dont know how to post pics actually on the journal, someone tell me please!!!!! but for now follow the link

http://community.webshots.com/album/149871987uqvdot

Well I had my son on the 24th, I ended up having a c-section. I must say my son is the most beautiful thing in this world. I will post pics of him soon. He weighed 7 pounds 6 ounces,which is alot bigger than any of us expected. Even though im doing this mostly by myself its really fucking hard but in so many ways its rewarding, its the best feeling ( Read more... )

On monday hopefully I will be having the baby, I have to go into the hospital monday morning they are going to try to turn the baby into the right position but if it doesnt work then they are going to do a c-section but im not leaving the hospital without a baby. I shall post pics of the lil one soon.

It just seems like I cant even get my life back together before it falls apart again. I took my leave from work already and im going crazy caz I have nothing to do all day so I just sit around all day and think about how my life is crappy. I dont know if its just the whole pregnancy hormones or whatever, but it just feels like I already cant ( Read more... )

I'm now living with my parents once again.I hate this sooo much its not fun at all. Im having a baby within 6 weeks i'm getting really excited about it, but changing tables are not meant to be put together by pregos its just not easy. Justin and I are not together and havent been so quite some time it hurts alot knowing that im having a kid with ( Read more... )

Well i'm 7 months prego out, im finally starting to show alot, its weird knowing that im gonna be a mom in less than 2 months. I think i'll be a good mom. Also I have very lovely friends that are willing to help me out so i'm very thankful for that. Well just a lil update of my life.

So i'm having a boy

i saw a grrl tonight at this show i was doing sound at and she looked just like u.. i wanted to hump her hard.. haha

School is almost over for the semster so that means I'm almost done with school. I'm missing my friends more and more every day but cant seem to find the time to even hop online much anymore. If i'm not at work or at school i'm sleeping or spending my day in the bathroom throwing up. But hey I think its all gonna be worth it soon. I'm soo excited ( Read more... )