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I couldn't possibly deal with that.
the stars were screaming.
hanging from the ceiling.
for the night is so loud
when the stars have sound.
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Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay.
I can't remember the password to my other lj account (in the words of Charlie, "FAIL!" on all accounts) So I am here.
I'm not sure how to feel in general anymore. I've been trying really hard for the past years to move further away from the person that I was inside and more toward the person I would much rather be. It seems I'm sliding into my ( Read more... ) -
hey hey, it's almost my birthday.
Everyone I'm sure has their opinions of me, whether right or wrong or true, but no one knows me the least as my family. My aunt just said infront of me to my mother, "Your children are so weird. At least you know they're never going to reproduce." My mom replied, "Well Jared's weird and he did," to which my aunt restated: "Well, I mean you know ( Read more... ) -
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I have become a silent movie.
I can't bring myself to do anything because I don't even feel like I should be doing anything. Yeah, excuses excuses. Whatever. I thought that I could attempt drawing something and it turned into a horrible wreck. I'm done with drawing for a long time. Maybe forever. This sounds dramatic, but it's what I'm feeling. I'm not talking to anyone ( Read more... ) -
Don't forget we sent hate mail to ourselves.
For reasons unknown, I no longer get the superb bathroom wifi that I am used to getting, so I am currently sitting outside at 1:06 am while drunken people scream on the roof next to me. What is it with people and roofs? So, I'm sitting outside with an extension cord running from the door to my laptop. This isn't illegal looking at all. I can't ( Read more... ) -
Fall over our tv set.
My completely beat up copy of TBC still plays through my laptop. I never listen to Saves when I'm online because they aren't saved on my computer and most of my cds are destroyed or lost.
I just want a hug.
And I guess this is what it's like to be really down and holding out for something.
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My STDversary.
I'm listening to Stay What You Are because I don't know what else to do right now. To say that I feel overwhelmed is the underest of understatements. I'm going to write more later, but I wrote this on a friend's wall and it pretty much sums up everything:
"I just wanted you to know that on this day 9 years ago, we saw Saves The Day and Blink and I ( Read more... )