New Again Part 2
Title: New Again
Author:melooza
Artists/Mixers: jadebriady manghahabi
Beta creampuffsteph
Universe: TOS/AOS
Pairings(s): Nu!Jim/Prime!Spock side of Nu!Spock/Nu!Uhura
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex of the butt
Summary: When the stress of captaining a ship starts to wear on Jim, he seeks out a friend who will understand.
Link to Fic: Fic found on AO3 Here
Link to Art: Art by jadebriady Here
Link to Mix: Mix by manghahabi Here
It was all a matter of timing from there.
Jim had finished the work on the filtration systems and moved on. Right now he was pouring over data on future agricultural settlements in one of the rarely used observation rooms. Jim never thought the farming skills he learned during childhood in Iowa would have come in handy. The view of the passing stars reminded him of summers spent on the roof of an old farmhouse staring up at the night sky after a long day’s work.
“Looking into an early retirement?” Bones asked and took a seat next to Jim. Spock took the seat at the table across from Jim and placed his pads on the table.
“What? Who’s retiring?” Jim felt like he’d missed something. It must have shown on his face. Bones pointed to the plans Jim was working on. “Oh no. Just helping out a friend. What are you two doing up here?”
“Well you were supposed to meet us to go over the details of the upcoming peace conference but you were a no show. So we found you instead.” Bones didn’t seem all that annoyed about it and Spock just looked at him as if he was trying to figure out a puzzle.
Jim had put into practice having a in depth review for any upcoming mission’s data since Capellan. Even if there was no new data, it allowed for the Senior members of the landing party to go over strategy and possible scenarios they might face with their crew. It also gave them a chance to build trust and faith in one another that proved to be very useful when faced with life or death circumstances.
Jim looked down at his watch. “Shit. I’m sorry. I just got caught up in this.” Jim saved his work and pulled up the info on the upcoming peace talks. “Alright, I know I don’t have to say this but I’m going to anyways. We can’t screw this up. We’ll be attending the first of many conferences held all over the galaxy to try to bring some sort of order back to it. We’re there mostly for show. We just have to smile, shake hands and play nice. Figuratively speaking.” Jim sent a sly grin to Spock, who just raised an eyebrow in reply. Bones chuckled at the two of them.
“Once it’s over, we wait until everyone is safely off and go on our merry way only to have to do it all over again in a month at the end of talks. At least that’s the best guess. It all depends on how quickly the talks go and the treaties are reached. “ Jim was glad he wouldn’t be taking part in the negotiations.
“Yeah, I get all that.” Bones interjected. “But what I don’t get is why it’s happening on Risa? Are we trying to seduce them to agreeing to our terms?” Bones looked half amused, half horrified.
“On the contrary, Doctor. “ It was the first time Spock had spoken since arriving. “Risa’s location makes it an ideal candidate for such an event. Moreover the planet’s recreational appeal and popularity allows for the staff to be well versed in the customs of many.”
“Yeah and the fact that you get to take your girl on an all expense paid vacation had nothing to do with it.” Bones shot back.
Spock looked affronted. “I assure you Doctor, both Lieutenant Uhura and I take out duties quite seriously. Furthermore-”
Jim jumped in before the lecturing could gain anymore steam. “Can it, Spock. We all know you can do your job. Bones was just pulling your pigtails. “
“Captain, that is an impossibility. Seeing as I do not have a tail, let alone one that resembles a Terran domesticated boar,” Spock huffed.
Kirk stared blankly at Spock for a moment then let out a loud laugh. It was followed by many more, much to Spock’s dislike. He was not amused.
“Sorry. You reminded me of a friend who does the same thing only he’s faking it. Well, the not knowing what the colloquialism means part.” Jim wiped his eyes and tried to get the last of his chuckles out.
“Would this happen to be the same individual you are assisting in the construction planning of the Vulcan colony? Spock asked.
Jim felt like he had to tread very lightly here. “Um.. yeah. It is.”
Spock narrowed his eyes slightly. “Captain, are you aware there will be delegates for Vulcan attending? Among them being Ambassador Selek, who is the older version of myself you met on Delta Vega?”
Jim sat there, jaw opening and closing. “You knew? He told me under no circumstances were you to find out about him! ” Jim felt like an idiot. Of course they knew.
“Wait what just happened?” Bones looked between them, confused. “Are you trying tell me there are two of him?” Bones pointed towards Spock.
“Affirmative, Doctor. “ Spock answered on Jim’s behalf, who wasn’t paying attention to either of them. “I believe this can be used in your favor, Jim.”
The use of his first name brought his attention back to the topic at hand. “How so?”
Spock’s eyes shifted to the Doctor and then looked back at Jim. “It can be used to give him ‘no other option’.”
Jim understood Spocks meaning immediately. “Uhura told you? And you’re offering to help?” Jim asked bewildered.
“Indeed.” Spock replied.
It took all of two seconds for Jim to get the full meaning behind his First Officer's words. Jim smiled. “Thank you. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a call to make.”
Jim tried not to run back to his quarters.
No other option, indeed.
--
“You are a lying, Liar Vulcan, who lies!” Jim didn’t even wait for the normal pleasantries they usually exchanged.
Selek raised an eyebrow. “Vulcans do not lie, Jim.”
“Bullshit. Don’t play coy with me. I know for a fact that Spock has known who you are for some time now. And I just looked like an idiot because I thought the galaxy would implode. To be fair, I think it did for Bones now that he knows there are two of you to harass him, but that’s not the point! And don’t try to mince words, you know you gave me the wrong impression.” Jim shook his finger at the view screen.
“I am sorry to have deceived you, Jim.” Selek offered. “Is there some way for me to, as you would say, make it up to you?”
Jim smiled because he had hoped that was what Selek would say. “As a matter of fact there is. Rumor has it you are attending the upcoming peace summits on Risa.”
“Affirmative.” Selek looked confused by Jim’s line of questioning.
“Well so am I and it seems like a perfect time for you to do it. In between talks, of course. Unless you’re feeling kinky.” Jim gave Selek a sly smile.
The Vulcan seemed truly confused by Jim’s words. “Jim... I do not understand.”
“I’m asking you to take me on a date, Selek. And before you ask, yes in a romantic sense. So what do you say?” Jim fought the urge to fidget.
Selek looked at Jim for a long moment. “Is this what you really wish, Jim?”
“Yes, it is.” Jim kept his voice steady.
“Then very well. It would be my honor.” Selek answered softly.
“Fantastic!” Jim beamed at the older Vulcan and resisted doing a victory dance.
“Indeed, Jim. It seems as if I must now go and plan a date. Do you have any preferences on the activity or location?” Selek’s face showed a genuine curiosity.
Jim blushed and held back on saying what first came to mind. It may have involved trying out what he’d witnessed in his first officers quarters. Instead he replied: “Not really. Some place quiet to eat would be great maybe? Oh and nothing too fancy, please.”
Selek seemed surprised but pleased with the answer. “Very, well. Until then, Jim.”
“Until then.”
--
“Jim, I swear to the Gods in the sky if you do not stop fidgeting I am going throw you out the escape hatch!” Bones was seated next to Jim and not amused by his nervous excitement. They were on a shuttle headed to the Peace Summit which started the following day. Selek was suppose to meet them at the transport station.
“I can’t help it, okay?” Jim shot back.
“Why? It’s not like you haven’t dated before. Wait, Jimmy. Is this Vulcan bastard going to deflower you?” Bones teased, knowing full well that was not the case.
“Stop mocking me. You’re not helping! I thought friends were supposed to be supportive and shit?” Jim vowed it would be the last time he tells Bones anything about his love life.
“I am being supportive, Jimmy. I haven’t even tried to give you “The Talk”. Wait, do you need me to? Well, when two men are mildly attracted to each other-”
“Shut the hell up, Bones! And don’t call me Jimmy.” Jim did his best not to sound shrill.
“Jesus, Jim. Calm down.” Bones held his hands up in surrender. “Here,” he shoved a drink at Jim.”Drink this.” McCoy waited until Jim obeyed and continued. “Look I know I was giving you a hard time but you’ll be fine. Hell, the fact that you got a Vulcan to agree to a date with you is pretty big, right?”
“Yeah.” Jim wheezed, his voice still rough from whatever it was that Bones made him drink. ”And what the fuck did I just drink? Paint thinner?”
Bones ignored the remark about his drink. “There you go. Just keep doing whatever you were doing and you should be fine.” McCoy gave Jim a reassuring smile. “But if he tries to get fresh with you-”
Jim laughed and shoved Bones away before he could finish. “Thanks, Bones.”
“Don’t mention it. Really.” He gave Jim a pointed look.
Once they docked Jim was the first out of his seat. He bounced on the balls of his feet while he waited for the the doors to open.
“Way to play it cool, Jim.” Bones called from his seat.
“Shut up!” Jim yelled over his shoulder as he bolted out the door.
Jim didn’t have to go far. Selek was waiting just down the walkway. It was a good thing Jim saw him when he did or Jim would have run right into Selek.
“HI!” Jim yelled in surprise. He steadied himself on Selek’s arm. Kirk was pleasantly surprised at the toned muscles he met underneath the loose fitting robes. Jim wondered what else was hiding under there.
“Greetings, Jim. I trust your travels were satisfactory,” Selek offered. His eye were shining in amusement.
“YES! It was great! How were yours? I mean how were your travels, you traveler, you? Satisfactory-ish?” Jim rambled.
Right then McCoy walked by and, without missing a beat, said, “smooth, Jim. Real smooth.”
“I hate you!” Jim whispered to Bones who didn’t even look back. He just raised his arm in reply.
Jim turned his attention back to his Vulcan companion and was met with a very amused expression. Well, as amused as a Vulcan was willing to be.
“I observe the Doctor is doing well?” Selek asked. He almost sounded as if he was trying not to laugh.
“Yeah, Bones is a joy.” Jim grimaced. “Enough about Bones. What are we doing tonight?” Jim failed at hiding his excitement.
“I have reserved seating at a dining establishment that caters to both our dietary needs and came highly recommended.” The amused expression never left Selek’s face.
“Lead the way!”
Selek bowed, moved Kirk’s hand into his, and did just that.
--
“Oh, Gods. This is delicious!” Jim moaned in between bites. “I don’t even care what it is. I want to eat it everyday.”
They had gone to a little cafe tucked into a side street. It’s one of those place that only the locals know about. Selek had ordered for both of them at Kirk’s insistence. The truth was it all looked good and Jim was feeling a little bit overwhelmed.
“I am pleased.” Selek replied. “My dish is also quite pleasing to the tongue.”
“You have to thank whoever told you about this place.
“I will be sure to share your gratitude with the hotel concierge. She was most helpful in locating this establishment and what would be most appealing to dine on based on our respective cultures. She was most accurate.”
Jim nodded in agreement. “You can plan every date from here on out.” Jim licked his spoon-like utensil with a long swipe of his tongue. “If I can be promised more of this.” Jim looked up and smiled at his date. Only then did he notice how flushed Selek’s cheeks and ears were.
Jim blushed realizing how he looked. “So.” He cleared his throat. “What are we up to after this?”
Selek took a moment to regain his composure. “I made no further plans after dinner, surmising we would both return to the hotel to rest for the following days’ activities.”
“Oh, okay. Yeah, rest would be good.” Kirk replied and tried not to pout. Jim had to agree. He needed to be on his ‘A game’ for this and as much as his penis hated him, he couldn’t do anything to get in the way of that .“But what about after the conference? When are you going back to Vulcan?” If Jim couldn’t have his way now, it didn’t mean he couldn’t have it later.
Selek’s eyebrows rose to his hairline at Jim’s agreeance. “I will not be departing until two days after the conference is set to conclude.”
“Great! Plan on me taking you out on a date the day after the talks end.” Not wanting to waste the rest of the time Jim had left tonight, he changed the subject. “Now, what are you going to order me for dessert?”
Selek looked over the menu and chose something for them to share. Once a confection that resembled a bright blue flan arrived, Selek answered Jim’s other request. “I will be sure to leave that evening open, Jim.” He paused. “I have to admit, Jim. I am quite perplexed at why you are pursuing a romantic association with myself.”
Jim took his time to answer, wanting be choose his words wisely. “Well, for one you’re hilarious, and don’t try to tell me Vulcans don’t do humor. You do. You’re also selfless, kind, smart and hot as hell.”
Selek raised an eyebrow. “My body temperature has no correlation with the religious location of punishment in the afterlife.”
Jim’s laughter carried through the small cafe. “You know what I mean, you liar. But before you bring up the age thing, if I’m not bothered by it why should you be? Plus, you’re like 60 in vulcan years. That’s nothing. And,” Jim paused, suddenly feeling shy “it’s nice to talk with you. You don’t look at me with any expectations. I’m just, Jim. Not Jimmy, genius repeat offender of Iowa. Not Captain Kirk, Hero of Earth. Just Jim.
Selek simply stared in awe at the honesty in Jim’s answer.
They ended their meal and walked hand in hand back to the hotel a majority of the delegates were staying at. Kirk didn’t let go of Selek’s hand as they entered the hotel or when they entered the lift to go to their rooms. Selek’s room was on a lower level so Jim decided to walk the Vulcan to his room.
Selek had to let go of Jim’s hand to open the door to his room. Once it was open he turned to face the young Captain. “It was a most enjoyable evening, Jim.”
Kirk stepped closer and placed a gentle kiss on Selek’s lips in reply. It was chaste and sweet. “Sleep well, my friend.” Jim whispered across the Vulcan’s lips.
“Indeed.”
--
“Gods, I cannot wait for this to be over!” Jim whispered to McCoy as they smiled and networked their way through the giant ballroom. It was the closing banquet and people had reason to celebrate. The summit had been a complete success. The promise for peace like never before was close at hand. All in attendance hoped it stayed that way during the upcoming weeks.
“Shut up, Jim, and drink the free booze.” McCoy shot back.
“That’s your answer for everything.” Jim still took a glass off of a passing waiter’s tray. He raised his glass to Bones. “Doctor’s orders.” and downed it in one go.
“Quite impressive.” A voice Jim knew well said from behind him.
Jim turned. “You haven’t seen anything yet.” Jim finished with a wink.
“Good God men, get a room,” Bones complained. Both Jim and Selek had been dropping flirtatious innuendos every chance they got. It seemed the good Doctor had reached his fill. To be fair, Jim had been sending suggestive messages to Selek all through dinner, constantly asking the good Doctor for advice on what to say.
McCoy dug around in his pocket. “Here use mine. I’m going back to the ship now anyway.” He shoved a room key into Kirk’s hand and stormed off.
Both man and Vulcan had the grace to look abashed at the offer.
“So... You want to?” Jim figured since Bones had broken the ice, why not go with it?
“I have no engagements for the rest of my stay here” Selek volunteered.
“Excellent! Shall we?” Kirk offered his arm to his companion.
Both men made their way to the exit discreetly as they could. Each were stopped along the way and they were forced to make idle chit chat. They were able to thank the young concierge who’d helped Selek plan their date on their way out. She was pleased they enjoyed themselves and reminded them to ask her if they needed anything else. After what felt like an age both were out of the ballroom and hurrying to the lifts.
They lucked out and were alone in the lift. Jim wasn’t sure who made the first move but once the doors closed they were on each other. Kisses and touches that were promises of what was to come.
“I’ve wanted to do this since that time you saw me in a nothing but a towel.” Jim licked Selek’s ear.
“Indeed.” Selek had a firm grip on Jim’s ass.
The lift dinged a moment before the doors opened which gave them just enough time to separate. Mostly. Good thing too, because when the doors opened they were met with a very apologetic looking Communications officer.
“Uhura, what are you doing here?” Jim said, a little breathy.
“Sorry to interrupt, Sir, but we just received orders that the Enterprise is needed to take equipment to Startbase 67 immediately,” she answered.
Jim swore mentally in every language he knew. “Understood. I’ll be right behind you.”
“I’m sorry.” Jim offered lamely once she’d gone.
“No need. You do what you must. I will be returning for the conclusion of these proceedings. I believe we should, as you say, pick up where we left off? “ Selek offered.
“You can count on it!” Jim leaned in and gave his Vulcan one last kiss before he left.
Once he was back on the ship, having plotted the best course to the Starbase and the Enterprise was zooming through space, Jim ran into Uhura.
“We’re all set, Captain?” She asked.
“Yep, just left the bridge and on my way to bed.” He offered.
“Sleep well, Jim” She turned to leave but stop. “Oh, and Captain?”
“Yeah?”
“We’re even.” Uhura smiled and left with a swish of long black hair.
It took Jim a few seconds to get her reference. Then the memories of the sex Jim had interrupted filtered back to his mind and he swore.
Damn, she was evil when she wanted to be.
--
Jim lay awake on his bed unable to sleep or find peace.
He could not stop thinking about the makeout session he shared with his Vulcan. Giving up on sleep Kirk decided to com the person responsible. He knew that Selek would be up and hoped he wasn’t busy.
Jim’s hail went unanswered for so long he worried he wouldn’t get to talk to Selek at all that night. But just as he was about to give up, an image of Selek popped up on his screen and... hello!
What an image.
The Vulcan was sitting at his desk, nothing but a loose robe sitting on his shoulders. The garment was poorly fastened, as if Selek had been in a rush (and he no doubt had been in order to answer the com on time). As a result, the older Vulcan's chest was completely visible to Jim’s hungry eyes.
“Did I interrupt something?” Jim felt shy all of a sudden.
“I was meditating.” Selek explained.
“Oh.”
After Uhura had cockblocked them (unintentionally or not, she’d taken joy out of his suffering.) Jim had been left beyond frustrated, fantasizing about just what they’d do and how Selek would look doing it. Now Jim had a pretty good idea how Selek would look, especially with the sheen of sweat on the Vulcan’s chest that had Jim’s hands itching to touch and tongue dying to taste.
“Jim?” Selek looked concerned.
He wondered how long he’d been staring silently at him. Oops.
“Hi.” Jim felt a little flush.
“To what do I owe the pleasure of this communication?”
Jim tried to look Selek in the eye. He really did. But his own gaze kept drifting.
“Couldn’t sleep.” Jim shrugged.
He licked his lips as a bead of sweat trailed down Selek’s well defined chest. Damn. For an older man he was fit and well toned.
“Too much on my mind.”
Jim stroked at his chest, subconsciously mirroring the path of the perspiration.
“Is something troubling you?”
Was it his imagination or did Selek’s voice sound deeper, sexier, right now?
“You could say that...”
The bead of sweat had traveled down past the view his screen afforded him. So did Jim’s hand. He was hard, already, his hand pressing against his erection. Feeling brave and before he could think twice, he was pulling himself out of his sweats.
“Jim?”
Selek’s eyes went wide. He couldn’t see Jim’s hand, or his dick, but the Vulcan wasn’t stupid. He had to know what Jim was doing. Especially when Jim’s breath hitched slightly at his answering “yeah?”
“What are you doing?”
Selek’s voice sounded wicked. Jim saw his lips quirk up briefly. Selek looked smug and excited. Oh yes, he definitely knew what Jim was up to.
“Just,” he stroked himself once, the anticipation of what he was about to say making him go slower than he wanted to. “Touching myself.”
He heard Selek suck in a breath and counted that as a victory. His hand sped up just a little imagining how his words were affecting Selek.
“Would you,” there was an uncharacteristic pause to the Vulcan’s words, “show me?”
“If you show me yours.” He smiled widely as Selek nodded once then pushed back from the desk.
Jim stared, transfixed, at the V of Selek’s robes; the black of the fabric a stark contrast to the pale skin that was tinged just slightly green. That green color became more concentrated the further down Jim looked. Until his eyes fixed on Selek’s hand wrapped firmly around himself. Jim felt his eyes bug out as Selek shamelessly stroked himself.
“Gods, but you’re gorgeous.”
“I believe it is your turn to, as they say, show me what you got.”
Jim scooted back so fast he almost fell backwards. As it was, he had to reach out and grasp the edge of his desk to steady himself. Even more so at Selek’s awed “Jim.”
Their hands began to move, matching paces and, hell, Jim was already way too close. Torn between watching Selek’s face and his hand, Jim’s eyes darted back and forth between the two points. Selek didn’t make much noise, not like Jim was - panting and groaning as quietly as possible just in case - but his face was so expressive that Jim quickly found he couldn’t look away from it.
“Ashayam,” Selek whispered.
He held out his two first fingers, touching them to his screen and holding them there. Waiting.
For some reason the action made Jim’s heart clench. He reached out to his own screen, reciprocating the move. At that, Selek moaned, bowed his head and came. The sight of the Vulcan coming undone so completely had Jim spilling over his hand.
It took Jim several long minutes, far longer than he’d like to admit, to get his breathing back to normal. He’d never been affected so strongly from his own hand. He knew it was a direct result of Selek on the other side of the screen. And, truth be told, it was a bit frightening to know how deep in this Jim was.
“That was amazing. We should do that more often.” It was meant as a joke, but Jim’s voice was a little too naked in its honesty. He wanted Selek. So much.
The older Vulcan stared at Jim with what could only be called affection, his eyes soft and so human. It was a look that said I understand. But all the same, Selek responded with a quiet, “Agreed.”
--
Jim bounced nervously as he waited at the transport. Jim had arrived earlier than Selek and could not wait to get his hands on his lover. He was back on Risa for the last round of talks for the Peace Summit. At that point Kirk didn’t care what he was there for so long as he got as much alone time with Selek as possible.
They had exchanged a few more coms but they had only gotten off that one time. Work and timing had been the main culprit. Kind of hard to be dirty when you’re dead tired from a mission or have a deadline to meet.
Kirk kept his eyes peeled for the familiar hairstyle and ears. He gave the small smiles and waves to people he knew as they passed, until Jim saw who he was looking for. He quickly made his way over to Selek who looked just as eager as Jim.
“Hey!” Jim didn’t wait for a greeting before he threw his arms around Selek. “Gods, I missed you,” Kirk mumbled into the Vulcan’s neck.
“As did I, Jim,” Selek whispered and gently returned the embrace.
“Lets get out of here.” Jim grabbed Selek by the hand and started to pull him along. “Where’s your luggage?”
Selek let a soft smile play on his lips. “I aquired alternate transportation for it.”
“Excellent! Your room it is!” Jim’s smile was bright on his face.
They made quick work to Selek’s room. Even quicker work of their clothes. Any illusion of going slow quickly faded from Jim’s mind as Selek kissed him with brutal force. It almost hurt, the way Selek bit at Jim’s lips, except that it felt too damn good for pain.
“Jim, I have waited so long. Too long.”
Nodding, Jim dropped to his knees and took Selek in his mouth. He wrapped his lips around the head and sucked hard. Selek’s hands went to Jim’s hair, tugging with enough force to make his eyes water. It only made Jim take more length into his mouth. When he got as far down as he could go, Selek held him in place.
“Lick them.”
Jim pushed his tongue out and traced along Selek’s balls. With a grunt, Selek thrust in deeper. His mouth already too full, Jim gagged slightly.
“My apologies, Jim,” Selek murmured as he pulled out. “I did not mean to be quite so enthusiastic.”
Wiping his mouth off with the back of his hand, Jim smiled. “I like that you’re so enthusiastic, actually.”
“Indeed?”
Jim nodded. Then yelped as Selek picked him up and carried him to the bed. He was dropped unceremoniously and barely had time to roll over before Selek was on him, kissing Jim like his life depended on it. He arched up into the feel of Selek’s body, still well muscled and hard, pressing down on him.
They met together in another brutal kiss, Jim’s body writhing beneath Selek’s so that their cocks brushed together. The heat of Selek’s body was enough to make Jim sweat, adding to the slickness of their bodies moving together. And that friction alone was enough to undo Jim. He was so close, jerking his body up to meet Selek’s well timed thrusts.
Selek stopped, though, holding Jim down by his hips. “I want you on your hands and knees.”
Looking up into Selek’s eyes, Jim saw blatant lust blowing his pupils wide open. He moved quickly, scrambling out from under the hot, Vulcan body. When he was in position, Jim felt hands on his ass. He tensed, waiting to see what was to come next.
“May I?” Selek sounded uncertain.
“Yes!”
“You do not know for what I was asking,” Selek breathed out against the nape of Jim’s neck.
“Doesn’t matter. Yes to anything, everything. I want it all with you.”
Something like a growl escaped Selek and before Jim could respond, he felt the clench of hot hands on his backside grow firmer. Then there was a different kind of heat against his skin as Selek bent low to place open mouthed kisses against the cleft of his ass.
“Selek!” He managed to stutter out, as now Jim felt a tongue licking down between his cheeks.
“I have longed to do this for some time, Jim.” And to prove his point, Selek spread Jim wide and licked a broad stripe over his opening.
Jim let out a throaty moan as Selek worked him open using his tongue. When Selek added a finger, Jim’s body jerked forward at the sudden pleasure.
“Oh!”
Selek brought his lips close to Jim’s ears. “Too fast?”
“No.”
The Vulcan responded by tracing his tongue lightly around the shell of Jim’s ear. He shivered at the sharp sting of teeth against his lobe, even as Selek pushed in a second finger.
It had been a long time since he’d enjoyed this, the sensation of being filled. He pushed back against Selek’s hand, loving the feel of the Vulcan’s long fingers working him open. And Selek seemed to enjoy it just as much, the Vulcan’s undivided attention focused on fingering Jim.
“I am enjoying myself.” Selek sucked at the point where Jim’s neck met his shoulder.
“Please,” Jim whined, “I need more.”
“More than this?” Selek managed to work a third finger inside Jim. There was a slight burn to the stretch now, but Jim knew it would feel incredible once Selek’s cock replaced his fingers.
Jim nodded, then whimpered, when Selek slowly pulled his fingers out of Jim’s body. When he heard the rustling noise of Selek readying himself, Jim couldn’t help but squirm in anticipation. He’d been waiting for this moment for so long, thought about just how good it would feel to be thoroughly fucked by the older Vulcan, he couldn’t stand to wait any longer.
“Hurry up, please.”
There was a light smack to Jim’s left buttock. “So impatient.”
It sounded like chastisement, only Selek was right there, pushing slowly at Jim’s entrance. And Jim was pushing back, eager to take him all in one go. He felt Selek’s tight grip on his hips.
“I do not wish to hurt you Jim. We should go slowly.”
“Fuck, Selek, I don’t need slow. I just need you. Waited so long.”
Selek’s fingers bit into the skin at his sides tightly before easing off, allowing Jim to push back and take in the Vulcan’s cock in one slick move. His back bowed and his head tipped back as he grew accustomed to the stretch of having Selek inside him.
“Ashayam,” Selek spoke the word reverently and brought his right hand up to Jim’s face. Vulcan fingers ghosted down his cheek, sending a chill down Jim’s spine.
“Move, Selek.”
He did; a long, slow pull out, followed by a hard thrust back in. The action had Jim falling forward onto his elbows.
“Shit.”
“You did tell me to move,” Selek responded, pushing inside once more.
“Oh!” The angle had changed and Selek sank deeper inside Jim’s body, brushing against his prostate and making his entire body sing. “Do that again.”
A kiss to the back of his neck, which Jim took as a yes, and Selek was moving, this time faster. Jim was barely able to hang on as Selek set a punishing rhythm. He could feel the tension growing inside him, curling up tight with every slapping movement of Selek’s hips.
“Will you come for me, Jim?”
He dropped his head to the bed, burying his face into the crook of his right arm. “I need...oh gods, Selek, I need-”
“I know, Jim.”
Selek reached around and, with a firm grip, stroked Jim from base to tip. Jim barely had time to react to the dual sensations before he was crying out from the force of his climax.
“My Jim,” Selek spoke into the damp flesh at Jim’s neck, burying himself deep inside one last time before shuddering against him as he came.
They collapsed on the bed in a heap of tangled limbs; both breathing heavily. After some time they managed to arrange themselves more comfortably with Kirk resting his head on Selek’s chest. Jim started to doze and Selek ran his fingers through Jim’s hair.
“Jim?”
“Yeah?”
“Would you be amenable to sharing accommodations for the duration of our time here?”
Jim sat up and turned to face his lover. “Are you asking me to stay with you?” A coy smile played on Jim’s lips.
“Affirmative”
Jim straddle his Vulcan and slowly leaned down to whisper in his ear. “But what will the neighbors think.”
Selek let out a growl and flipped them over so he was now on top. “I admit I care very little for what those occupying adjacent rooms think beyond knowing you are being properly taken care of.”
Selek rolled his hips to prove his point.
“In that case, yes. I’d love to.”
Selek leaned down and gave Jim a kiss. When they parted Jim was breathless.
“What was that about me letting the neighbors know your dick is taking care of me?”
And they did.
--
The rest of the Summit was spent trying to balance duty with need. The need being in Jim’s pants.
Since he was there mostly for show, Jim had a lot of time on his hands. Most of that was spent waiting for Selek to get out of his meetings. Jim may have hacked his way into the database to know when exactly those were.
“Asking me for my itinerary would have been a more favorable option, Jim” Selek mildly chastised. The different meeting locations for the delegates were kept from all those not involved as a security measure. Jim had met him outside of his meeting and insisted they needed to get back to Selek’s room as quickly as possible.
Kirk just shrugged. “Yeah, I know, but you weren’t here,” he pointed to the bed. “And I wanted to know where you would be.” To prove his point, Jim began pulling his Vulcan to the bed. “We only have so much time and I don’t want to waste any of it.” Jim was working Selek out of his robes.
“Logical.”
“I thought you’d see it my way.” Jim dropped to his knees and gave Selek no reason to disagree.
They got into a routine of Jim meeting Selek whenever he was finished. They didn’t always rush back to the room. Sometimes they would go and find a place to eat and talk for hours.
“Tell me about your childhood,” Selek asked on one of these walks.
And Jim did. All about growing up with a mom who would leave at random intervals in his life and be gone for a year at a time.
About having a brother who left without so much as a goodbye. Jim hadn’t seen Sam since he was 16.
“I don’t even know if he’s alive.”
“Do you wish to find out?”
Jim could see Selek thinking of ways to find out. “No, Not now. I still have hope I’ll get to see him someday. I’m not ready to let go of that.”
“Very well.”
What it was like to only know his father from others.
“I guess I look like him.” Jim shrugged. “Sometimes when I talk to people I feel like they’re looking for him.”
All the while Selek listened, seeming to hang on every word.
While other times they would walk holding hands and say nothing. But it always ended the same, wrapped around one another and sated.
“I wish I could fall asleep like this every night.” Jim snuggled close to Selek.
“As do I, Jim.”
---
All too soon the they were on the transport pad trying to draw out their goodbyes.
“So... When’s the next time we can do this?” Jim gripped Selek’s hand.
“I do not know, Jim.”
“Yeah me either. But we’ll figure something out, right?” Jim tried to smile.
“Of course we will, Jim. You are” Selek paused. “Very important to me, Jim. I will do what I must to keep you.”
Jim stepped forward and kissed Selek, not caring who saw. “I feel the same. We’ll make this work.” Jim kissed him again. “Plus, we can have lots of com sex. Just imagine all the different ways we can make that almost as good as the real thing.”
“Cease this topic unless you would like me to take you here.” Selek threatened.
Jim smiled at his lover. “I bet you would like that, too.”
Selek growled at Jim’s words. “Negative. I do not wish to share you with anyone.”
Damn, now it was Jim’s turn to feel uncomfortable. He tried to adjust his pants to gain relief when a hand stopped him.
“You will not touch yourself until we hail one another again. Is that clear?” Selek’s voice was commanding and sexy as hell.
Jim could only squeak.
“I will take that as an affirmative. Until our next communication.” Selek turn on his heel and left a very dazed Starship Captain in his wake.
Part 3
Author:melooza
Artists/Mixers: jadebriady manghahabi
Beta creampuffsteph
Universe: TOS/AOS
Pairings(s): Nu!Jim/Prime!Spock side of Nu!Spock/Nu!Uhura
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex of the butt
Summary: When the stress of captaining a ship starts to wear on Jim, he seeks out a friend who will understand.
Link to Fic: Fic found on AO3 Here
Link to Art: Art by jadebriady Here
Link to Mix: Mix by manghahabi Here
It was all a matter of timing from there.
Jim had finished the work on the filtration systems and moved on. Right now he was pouring over data on future agricultural settlements in one of the rarely used observation rooms. Jim never thought the farming skills he learned during childhood in Iowa would have come in handy. The view of the passing stars reminded him of summers spent on the roof of an old farmhouse staring up at the night sky after a long day’s work.
“Looking into an early retirement?” Bones asked and took a seat next to Jim. Spock took the seat at the table across from Jim and placed his pads on the table.
“What? Who’s retiring?” Jim felt like he’d missed something. It must have shown on his face. Bones pointed to the plans Jim was working on. “Oh no. Just helping out a friend. What are you two doing up here?”
“Well you were supposed to meet us to go over the details of the upcoming peace conference but you were a no show. So we found you instead.” Bones didn’t seem all that annoyed about it and Spock just looked at him as if he was trying to figure out a puzzle.
Jim had put into practice having a in depth review for any upcoming mission’s data since Capellan. Even if there was no new data, it allowed for the Senior members of the landing party to go over strategy and possible scenarios they might face with their crew. It also gave them a chance to build trust and faith in one another that proved to be very useful when faced with life or death circumstances.
Jim looked down at his watch. “Shit. I’m sorry. I just got caught up in this.” Jim saved his work and pulled up the info on the upcoming peace talks. “Alright, I know I don’t have to say this but I’m going to anyways. We can’t screw this up. We’ll be attending the first of many conferences held all over the galaxy to try to bring some sort of order back to it. We’re there mostly for show. We just have to smile, shake hands and play nice. Figuratively speaking.” Jim sent a sly grin to Spock, who just raised an eyebrow in reply. Bones chuckled at the two of them.
“Once it’s over, we wait until everyone is safely off and go on our merry way only to have to do it all over again in a month at the end of talks. At least that’s the best guess. It all depends on how quickly the talks go and the treaties are reached. “ Jim was glad he wouldn’t be taking part in the negotiations.
“Yeah, I get all that.” Bones interjected. “But what I don’t get is why it’s happening on Risa? Are we trying to seduce them to agreeing to our terms?” Bones looked half amused, half horrified.
“On the contrary, Doctor. “ It was the first time Spock had spoken since arriving. “Risa’s location makes it an ideal candidate for such an event. Moreover the planet’s recreational appeal and popularity allows for the staff to be well versed in the customs of many.”
“Yeah and the fact that you get to take your girl on an all expense paid vacation had nothing to do with it.” Bones shot back.
Spock looked affronted. “I assure you Doctor, both Lieutenant Uhura and I take out duties quite seriously. Furthermore-”
Jim jumped in before the lecturing could gain anymore steam. “Can it, Spock. We all know you can do your job. Bones was just pulling your pigtails. “
“Captain, that is an impossibility. Seeing as I do not have a tail, let alone one that resembles a Terran domesticated boar,” Spock huffed.
Kirk stared blankly at Spock for a moment then let out a loud laugh. It was followed by many more, much to Spock’s dislike. He was not amused.
“Sorry. You reminded me of a friend who does the same thing only he’s faking it. Well, the not knowing what the colloquialism means part.” Jim wiped his eyes and tried to get the last of his chuckles out.
“Would this happen to be the same individual you are assisting in the construction planning of the Vulcan colony? Spock asked.
Jim felt like he had to tread very lightly here. “Um.. yeah. It is.”
Spock narrowed his eyes slightly. “Captain, are you aware there will be delegates for Vulcan attending? Among them being Ambassador Selek, who is the older version of myself you met on Delta Vega?”
Jim sat there, jaw opening and closing. “You knew? He told me under no circumstances were you to find out about him! ” Jim felt like an idiot. Of course they knew.
“Wait what just happened?” Bones looked between them, confused. “Are you trying tell me there are two of him?” Bones pointed towards Spock.
“Affirmative, Doctor. “ Spock answered on Jim’s behalf, who wasn’t paying attention to either of them. “I believe this can be used in your favor, Jim.”
The use of his first name brought his attention back to the topic at hand. “How so?”
Spock’s eyes shifted to the Doctor and then looked back at Jim. “It can be used to give him ‘no other option’.”
Jim understood Spocks meaning immediately. “Uhura told you? And you’re offering to help?” Jim asked bewildered.
“Indeed.” Spock replied.
It took all of two seconds for Jim to get the full meaning behind his First Officer's words. Jim smiled. “Thank you. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a call to make.”
Jim tried not to run back to his quarters.
No other option, indeed.
--
“You are a lying, Liar Vulcan, who lies!” Jim didn’t even wait for the normal pleasantries they usually exchanged.
Selek raised an eyebrow. “Vulcans do not lie, Jim.”
“Bullshit. Don’t play coy with me. I know for a fact that Spock has known who you are for some time now. And I just looked like an idiot because I thought the galaxy would implode. To be fair, I think it did for Bones now that he knows there are two of you to harass him, but that’s not the point! And don’t try to mince words, you know you gave me the wrong impression.” Jim shook his finger at the view screen.
“I am sorry to have deceived you, Jim.” Selek offered. “Is there some way for me to, as you would say, make it up to you?”
Jim smiled because he had hoped that was what Selek would say. “As a matter of fact there is. Rumor has it you are attending the upcoming peace summits on Risa.”
“Affirmative.” Selek looked confused by Jim’s line of questioning.
“Well so am I and it seems like a perfect time for you to do it. In between talks, of course. Unless you’re feeling kinky.” Jim gave Selek a sly smile.
The Vulcan seemed truly confused by Jim’s words. “Jim... I do not understand.”
“I’m asking you to take me on a date, Selek. And before you ask, yes in a romantic sense. So what do you say?” Jim fought the urge to fidget.
Selek looked at Jim for a long moment. “Is this what you really wish, Jim?”
“Yes, it is.” Jim kept his voice steady.
“Then very well. It would be my honor.” Selek answered softly.
“Fantastic!” Jim beamed at the older Vulcan and resisted doing a victory dance.
“Indeed, Jim. It seems as if I must now go and plan a date. Do you have any preferences on the activity or location?” Selek’s face showed a genuine curiosity.
Jim blushed and held back on saying what first came to mind. It may have involved trying out what he’d witnessed in his first officers quarters. Instead he replied: “Not really. Some place quiet to eat would be great maybe? Oh and nothing too fancy, please.”
Selek seemed surprised but pleased with the answer. “Very, well. Until then, Jim.”
“Until then.”
--
“Jim, I swear to the Gods in the sky if you do not stop fidgeting I am going throw you out the escape hatch!” Bones was seated next to Jim and not amused by his nervous excitement. They were on a shuttle headed to the Peace Summit which started the following day. Selek was suppose to meet them at the transport station.
“I can’t help it, okay?” Jim shot back.
“Why? It’s not like you haven’t dated before. Wait, Jimmy. Is this Vulcan bastard going to deflower you?” Bones teased, knowing full well that was not the case.
“Stop mocking me. You’re not helping! I thought friends were supposed to be supportive and shit?” Jim vowed it would be the last time he tells Bones anything about his love life.
“I am being supportive, Jimmy. I haven’t even tried to give you “The Talk”. Wait, do you need me to? Well, when two men are mildly attracted to each other-”
“Shut the hell up, Bones! And don’t call me Jimmy.” Jim did his best not to sound shrill.
“Jesus, Jim. Calm down.” Bones held his hands up in surrender. “Here,” he shoved a drink at Jim.”Drink this.” McCoy waited until Jim obeyed and continued. “Look I know I was giving you a hard time but you’ll be fine. Hell, the fact that you got a Vulcan to agree to a date with you is pretty big, right?”
“Yeah.” Jim wheezed, his voice still rough from whatever it was that Bones made him drink. ”And what the fuck did I just drink? Paint thinner?”
Bones ignored the remark about his drink. “There you go. Just keep doing whatever you were doing and you should be fine.” McCoy gave Jim a reassuring smile. “But if he tries to get fresh with you-”
Jim laughed and shoved Bones away before he could finish. “Thanks, Bones.”
“Don’t mention it. Really.” He gave Jim a pointed look.
Once they docked Jim was the first out of his seat. He bounced on the balls of his feet while he waited for the the doors to open.
“Way to play it cool, Jim.” Bones called from his seat.
“Shut up!” Jim yelled over his shoulder as he bolted out the door.
Jim didn’t have to go far. Selek was waiting just down the walkway. It was a good thing Jim saw him when he did or Jim would have run right into Selek.
“HI!” Jim yelled in surprise. He steadied himself on Selek’s arm. Kirk was pleasantly surprised at the toned muscles he met underneath the loose fitting robes. Jim wondered what else was hiding under there.
“Greetings, Jim. I trust your travels were satisfactory,” Selek offered. His eye were shining in amusement.
“YES! It was great! How were yours? I mean how were your travels, you traveler, you? Satisfactory-ish?” Jim rambled.
Right then McCoy walked by and, without missing a beat, said, “smooth, Jim. Real smooth.”
“I hate you!” Jim whispered to Bones who didn’t even look back. He just raised his arm in reply.
Jim turned his attention back to his Vulcan companion and was met with a very amused expression. Well, as amused as a Vulcan was willing to be.
“I observe the Doctor is doing well?” Selek asked. He almost sounded as if he was trying not to laugh.
“Yeah, Bones is a joy.” Jim grimaced. “Enough about Bones. What are we doing tonight?” Jim failed at hiding his excitement.
“I have reserved seating at a dining establishment that caters to both our dietary needs and came highly recommended.” The amused expression never left Selek’s face.
“Lead the way!”
Selek bowed, moved Kirk’s hand into his, and did just that.
--
“Oh, Gods. This is delicious!” Jim moaned in between bites. “I don’t even care what it is. I want to eat it everyday.”
They had gone to a little cafe tucked into a side street. It’s one of those place that only the locals know about. Selek had ordered for both of them at Kirk’s insistence. The truth was it all looked good and Jim was feeling a little bit overwhelmed.
“I am pleased.” Selek replied. “My dish is also quite pleasing to the tongue.”
“You have to thank whoever told you about this place.
“I will be sure to share your gratitude with the hotel concierge. She was most helpful in locating this establishment and what would be most appealing to dine on based on our respective cultures. She was most accurate.”
Jim nodded in agreement. “You can plan every date from here on out.” Jim licked his spoon-like utensil with a long swipe of his tongue. “If I can be promised more of this.” Jim looked up and smiled at his date. Only then did he notice how flushed Selek’s cheeks and ears were.
Jim blushed realizing how he looked. “So.” He cleared his throat. “What are we up to after this?”
Selek took a moment to regain his composure. “I made no further plans after dinner, surmising we would both return to the hotel to rest for the following days’ activities.”
“Oh, okay. Yeah, rest would be good.” Kirk replied and tried not to pout. Jim had to agree. He needed to be on his ‘A game’ for this and as much as his penis hated him, he couldn’t do anything to get in the way of that .“But what about after the conference? When are you going back to Vulcan?” If Jim couldn’t have his way now, it didn’t mean he couldn’t have it later.
Selek’s eyebrows rose to his hairline at Jim’s agreeance. “I will not be departing until two days after the conference is set to conclude.”
“Great! Plan on me taking you out on a date the day after the talks end.” Not wanting to waste the rest of the time Jim had left tonight, he changed the subject. “Now, what are you going to order me for dessert?”
Selek looked over the menu and chose something for them to share. Once a confection that resembled a bright blue flan arrived, Selek answered Jim’s other request. “I will be sure to leave that evening open, Jim.” He paused. “I have to admit, Jim. I am quite perplexed at why you are pursuing a romantic association with myself.”
Jim took his time to answer, wanting be choose his words wisely. “Well, for one you’re hilarious, and don’t try to tell me Vulcans don’t do humor. You do. You’re also selfless, kind, smart and hot as hell.”
Selek raised an eyebrow. “My body temperature has no correlation with the religious location of punishment in the afterlife.”
Jim’s laughter carried through the small cafe. “You know what I mean, you liar. But before you bring up the age thing, if I’m not bothered by it why should you be? Plus, you’re like 60 in vulcan years. That’s nothing. And,” Jim paused, suddenly feeling shy “it’s nice to talk with you. You don’t look at me with any expectations. I’m just, Jim. Not Jimmy, genius repeat offender of Iowa. Not Captain Kirk, Hero of Earth. Just Jim.
Selek simply stared in awe at the honesty in Jim’s answer.
They ended their meal and walked hand in hand back to the hotel a majority of the delegates were staying at. Kirk didn’t let go of Selek’s hand as they entered the hotel or when they entered the lift to go to their rooms. Selek’s room was on a lower level so Jim decided to walk the Vulcan to his room.
Selek had to let go of Jim’s hand to open the door to his room. Once it was open he turned to face the young Captain. “It was a most enjoyable evening, Jim.”
Kirk stepped closer and placed a gentle kiss on Selek’s lips in reply. It was chaste and sweet. “Sleep well, my friend.” Jim whispered across the Vulcan’s lips.
“Indeed.”
--
“Gods, I cannot wait for this to be over!” Jim whispered to McCoy as they smiled and networked their way through the giant ballroom. It was the closing banquet and people had reason to celebrate. The summit had been a complete success. The promise for peace like never before was close at hand. All in attendance hoped it stayed that way during the upcoming weeks.
“Shut up, Jim, and drink the free booze.” McCoy shot back.
“That’s your answer for everything.” Jim still took a glass off of a passing waiter’s tray. He raised his glass to Bones. “Doctor’s orders.” and downed it in one go.
“Quite impressive.” A voice Jim knew well said from behind him.
Jim turned. “You haven’t seen anything yet.” Jim finished with a wink.
“Good God men, get a room,” Bones complained. Both Jim and Selek had been dropping flirtatious innuendos every chance they got. It seemed the good Doctor had reached his fill. To be fair, Jim had been sending suggestive messages to Selek all through dinner, constantly asking the good Doctor for advice on what to say.
McCoy dug around in his pocket. “Here use mine. I’m going back to the ship now anyway.” He shoved a room key into Kirk’s hand and stormed off.
Both man and Vulcan had the grace to look abashed at the offer.
“So... You want to?” Jim figured since Bones had broken the ice, why not go with it?
“I have no engagements for the rest of my stay here” Selek volunteered.
“Excellent! Shall we?” Kirk offered his arm to his companion.
Both men made their way to the exit discreetly as they could. Each were stopped along the way and they were forced to make idle chit chat. They were able to thank the young concierge who’d helped Selek plan their date on their way out. She was pleased they enjoyed themselves and reminded them to ask her if they needed anything else. After what felt like an age both were out of the ballroom and hurrying to the lifts.
They lucked out and were alone in the lift. Jim wasn’t sure who made the first move but once the doors closed they were on each other. Kisses and touches that were promises of what was to come.
“I’ve wanted to do this since that time you saw me in a nothing but a towel.” Jim licked Selek’s ear.
“Indeed.” Selek had a firm grip on Jim’s ass.
The lift dinged a moment before the doors opened which gave them just enough time to separate. Mostly. Good thing too, because when the doors opened they were met with a very apologetic looking Communications officer.
“Uhura, what are you doing here?” Jim said, a little breathy.
“Sorry to interrupt, Sir, but we just received orders that the Enterprise is needed to take equipment to Startbase 67 immediately,” she answered.
Jim swore mentally in every language he knew. “Understood. I’ll be right behind you.”
“I’m sorry.” Jim offered lamely once she’d gone.
“No need. You do what you must. I will be returning for the conclusion of these proceedings. I believe we should, as you say, pick up where we left off? “ Selek offered.
“You can count on it!” Jim leaned in and gave his Vulcan one last kiss before he left.
Once he was back on the ship, having plotted the best course to the Starbase and the Enterprise was zooming through space, Jim ran into Uhura.
“We’re all set, Captain?” She asked.
“Yep, just left the bridge and on my way to bed.” He offered.
“Sleep well, Jim” She turned to leave but stop. “Oh, and Captain?”
“Yeah?”
“We’re even.” Uhura smiled and left with a swish of long black hair.
It took Jim a few seconds to get her reference. Then the memories of the sex Jim had interrupted filtered back to his mind and he swore.
Damn, she was evil when she wanted to be.
--
Jim lay awake on his bed unable to sleep or find peace.
He could not stop thinking about the makeout session he shared with his Vulcan. Giving up on sleep Kirk decided to com the person responsible. He knew that Selek would be up and hoped he wasn’t busy.
Jim’s hail went unanswered for so long he worried he wouldn’t get to talk to Selek at all that night. But just as he was about to give up, an image of Selek popped up on his screen and... hello!
What an image.
The Vulcan was sitting at his desk, nothing but a loose robe sitting on his shoulders. The garment was poorly fastened, as if Selek had been in a rush (and he no doubt had been in order to answer the com on time). As a result, the older Vulcan's chest was completely visible to Jim’s hungry eyes.
“Did I interrupt something?” Jim felt shy all of a sudden.
“I was meditating.” Selek explained.
“Oh.”
After Uhura had cockblocked them (unintentionally or not, she’d taken joy out of his suffering.) Jim had been left beyond frustrated, fantasizing about just what they’d do and how Selek would look doing it. Now Jim had a pretty good idea how Selek would look, especially with the sheen of sweat on the Vulcan’s chest that had Jim’s hands itching to touch and tongue dying to taste.
“Jim?” Selek looked concerned.
He wondered how long he’d been staring silently at him. Oops.
“Hi.” Jim felt a little flush.
“To what do I owe the pleasure of this communication?”
Jim tried to look Selek in the eye. He really did. But his own gaze kept drifting.
“Couldn’t sleep.” Jim shrugged.
He licked his lips as a bead of sweat trailed down Selek’s well defined chest. Damn. For an older man he was fit and well toned.
“Too much on my mind.”
Jim stroked at his chest, subconsciously mirroring the path of the perspiration.
“Is something troubling you?”
Was it his imagination or did Selek’s voice sound deeper, sexier, right now?
“You could say that...”
The bead of sweat had traveled down past the view his screen afforded him. So did Jim’s hand. He was hard, already, his hand pressing against his erection. Feeling brave and before he could think twice, he was pulling himself out of his sweats.
“Jim?”
Selek’s eyes went wide. He couldn’t see Jim’s hand, or his dick, but the Vulcan wasn’t stupid. He had to know what Jim was doing. Especially when Jim’s breath hitched slightly at his answering “yeah?”
“What are you doing?”
Selek’s voice sounded wicked. Jim saw his lips quirk up briefly. Selek looked smug and excited. Oh yes, he definitely knew what Jim was up to.
“Just,” he stroked himself once, the anticipation of what he was about to say making him go slower than he wanted to. “Touching myself.”
He heard Selek suck in a breath and counted that as a victory. His hand sped up just a little imagining how his words were affecting Selek.
“Would you,” there was an uncharacteristic pause to the Vulcan’s words, “show me?”
“If you show me yours.” He smiled widely as Selek nodded once then pushed back from the desk.
Jim stared, transfixed, at the V of Selek’s robes; the black of the fabric a stark contrast to the pale skin that was tinged just slightly green. That green color became more concentrated the further down Jim looked. Until his eyes fixed on Selek’s hand wrapped firmly around himself. Jim felt his eyes bug out as Selek shamelessly stroked himself.
“Gods, but you’re gorgeous.”
“I believe it is your turn to, as they say, show me what you got.”
Jim scooted back so fast he almost fell backwards. As it was, he had to reach out and grasp the edge of his desk to steady himself. Even more so at Selek’s awed “Jim.”
Their hands began to move, matching paces and, hell, Jim was already way too close. Torn between watching Selek’s face and his hand, Jim’s eyes darted back and forth between the two points. Selek didn’t make much noise, not like Jim was - panting and groaning as quietly as possible just in case - but his face was so expressive that Jim quickly found he couldn’t look away from it.
“Ashayam,” Selek whispered.
He held out his two first fingers, touching them to his screen and holding them there. Waiting.
For some reason the action made Jim’s heart clench. He reached out to his own screen, reciprocating the move. At that, Selek moaned, bowed his head and came. The sight of the Vulcan coming undone so completely had Jim spilling over his hand.
It took Jim several long minutes, far longer than he’d like to admit, to get his breathing back to normal. He’d never been affected so strongly from his own hand. He knew it was a direct result of Selek on the other side of the screen. And, truth be told, it was a bit frightening to know how deep in this Jim was.
“That was amazing. We should do that more often.” It was meant as a joke, but Jim’s voice was a little too naked in its honesty. He wanted Selek. So much.
The older Vulcan stared at Jim with what could only be called affection, his eyes soft and so human. It was a look that said I understand. But all the same, Selek responded with a quiet, “Agreed.”
--
Jim bounced nervously as he waited at the transport. Jim had arrived earlier than Selek and could not wait to get his hands on his lover. He was back on Risa for the last round of talks for the Peace Summit. At that point Kirk didn’t care what he was there for so long as he got as much alone time with Selek as possible.
They had exchanged a few more coms but they had only gotten off that one time. Work and timing had been the main culprit. Kind of hard to be dirty when you’re dead tired from a mission or have a deadline to meet.
Kirk kept his eyes peeled for the familiar hairstyle and ears. He gave the small smiles and waves to people he knew as they passed, until Jim saw who he was looking for. He quickly made his way over to Selek who looked just as eager as Jim.
“Hey!” Jim didn’t wait for a greeting before he threw his arms around Selek. “Gods, I missed you,” Kirk mumbled into the Vulcan’s neck.
“As did I, Jim,” Selek whispered and gently returned the embrace.
“Lets get out of here.” Jim grabbed Selek by the hand and started to pull him along. “Where’s your luggage?”
Selek let a soft smile play on his lips. “I aquired alternate transportation for it.”
“Excellent! Your room it is!” Jim’s smile was bright on his face.
They made quick work to Selek’s room. Even quicker work of their clothes. Any illusion of going slow quickly faded from Jim’s mind as Selek kissed him with brutal force. It almost hurt, the way Selek bit at Jim’s lips, except that it felt too damn good for pain.
“Jim, I have waited so long. Too long.”
Nodding, Jim dropped to his knees and took Selek in his mouth. He wrapped his lips around the head and sucked hard. Selek’s hands went to Jim’s hair, tugging with enough force to make his eyes water. It only made Jim take more length into his mouth. When he got as far down as he could go, Selek held him in place.
“Lick them.”
Jim pushed his tongue out and traced along Selek’s balls. With a grunt, Selek thrust in deeper. His mouth already too full, Jim gagged slightly.
“My apologies, Jim,” Selek murmured as he pulled out. “I did not mean to be quite so enthusiastic.”
Wiping his mouth off with the back of his hand, Jim smiled. “I like that you’re so enthusiastic, actually.”
“Indeed?”
Jim nodded. Then yelped as Selek picked him up and carried him to the bed. He was dropped unceremoniously and barely had time to roll over before Selek was on him, kissing Jim like his life depended on it. He arched up into the feel of Selek’s body, still well muscled and hard, pressing down on him.
They met together in another brutal kiss, Jim’s body writhing beneath Selek’s so that their cocks brushed together. The heat of Selek’s body was enough to make Jim sweat, adding to the slickness of their bodies moving together. And that friction alone was enough to undo Jim. He was so close, jerking his body up to meet Selek’s well timed thrusts.
Selek stopped, though, holding Jim down by his hips. “I want you on your hands and knees.”
Looking up into Selek’s eyes, Jim saw blatant lust blowing his pupils wide open. He moved quickly, scrambling out from under the hot, Vulcan body. When he was in position, Jim felt hands on his ass. He tensed, waiting to see what was to come next.
“May I?” Selek sounded uncertain.
“Yes!”
“You do not know for what I was asking,” Selek breathed out against the nape of Jim’s neck.
“Doesn’t matter. Yes to anything, everything. I want it all with you.”
Something like a growl escaped Selek and before Jim could respond, he felt the clench of hot hands on his backside grow firmer. Then there was a different kind of heat against his skin as Selek bent low to place open mouthed kisses against the cleft of his ass.
“Selek!” He managed to stutter out, as now Jim felt a tongue licking down between his cheeks.
“I have longed to do this for some time, Jim.” And to prove his point, Selek spread Jim wide and licked a broad stripe over his opening.
Jim let out a throaty moan as Selek worked him open using his tongue. When Selek added a finger, Jim’s body jerked forward at the sudden pleasure.
“Oh!”
Selek brought his lips close to Jim’s ears. “Too fast?”
“No.”
The Vulcan responded by tracing his tongue lightly around the shell of Jim’s ear. He shivered at the sharp sting of teeth against his lobe, even as Selek pushed in a second finger.
It had been a long time since he’d enjoyed this, the sensation of being filled. He pushed back against Selek’s hand, loving the feel of the Vulcan’s long fingers working him open. And Selek seemed to enjoy it just as much, the Vulcan’s undivided attention focused on fingering Jim.
“I am enjoying myself.” Selek sucked at the point where Jim’s neck met his shoulder.
“Please,” Jim whined, “I need more.”
“More than this?” Selek managed to work a third finger inside Jim. There was a slight burn to the stretch now, but Jim knew it would feel incredible once Selek’s cock replaced his fingers.
Jim nodded, then whimpered, when Selek slowly pulled his fingers out of Jim’s body. When he heard the rustling noise of Selek readying himself, Jim couldn’t help but squirm in anticipation. He’d been waiting for this moment for so long, thought about just how good it would feel to be thoroughly fucked by the older Vulcan, he couldn’t stand to wait any longer.
“Hurry up, please.”
There was a light smack to Jim’s left buttock. “So impatient.”
It sounded like chastisement, only Selek was right there, pushing slowly at Jim’s entrance. And Jim was pushing back, eager to take him all in one go. He felt Selek’s tight grip on his hips.
“I do not wish to hurt you Jim. We should go slowly.”
“Fuck, Selek, I don’t need slow. I just need you. Waited so long.”
Selek’s fingers bit into the skin at his sides tightly before easing off, allowing Jim to push back and take in the Vulcan’s cock in one slick move. His back bowed and his head tipped back as he grew accustomed to the stretch of having Selek inside him.
“Ashayam,” Selek spoke the word reverently and brought his right hand up to Jim’s face. Vulcan fingers ghosted down his cheek, sending a chill down Jim’s spine.
“Move, Selek.”
He did; a long, slow pull out, followed by a hard thrust back in. The action had Jim falling forward onto his elbows.
“Shit.”
“You did tell me to move,” Selek responded, pushing inside once more.
“Oh!” The angle had changed and Selek sank deeper inside Jim’s body, brushing against his prostate and making his entire body sing. “Do that again.”
A kiss to the back of his neck, which Jim took as a yes, and Selek was moving, this time faster. Jim was barely able to hang on as Selek set a punishing rhythm. He could feel the tension growing inside him, curling up tight with every slapping movement of Selek’s hips.
“Will you come for me, Jim?”
He dropped his head to the bed, burying his face into the crook of his right arm. “I need...oh gods, Selek, I need-”
“I know, Jim.”
Selek reached around and, with a firm grip, stroked Jim from base to tip. Jim barely had time to react to the dual sensations before he was crying out from the force of his climax.
“My Jim,” Selek spoke into the damp flesh at Jim’s neck, burying himself deep inside one last time before shuddering against him as he came.
They collapsed on the bed in a heap of tangled limbs; both breathing heavily. After some time they managed to arrange themselves more comfortably with Kirk resting his head on Selek’s chest. Jim started to doze and Selek ran his fingers through Jim’s hair.
“Jim?”
“Yeah?”
“Would you be amenable to sharing accommodations for the duration of our time here?”
Jim sat up and turned to face his lover. “Are you asking me to stay with you?” A coy smile played on Jim’s lips.
“Affirmative”
Jim straddle his Vulcan and slowly leaned down to whisper in his ear. “But what will the neighbors think.”
Selek let out a growl and flipped them over so he was now on top. “I admit I care very little for what those occupying adjacent rooms think beyond knowing you are being properly taken care of.”
Selek rolled his hips to prove his point.
“In that case, yes. I’d love to.”
Selek leaned down and gave Jim a kiss. When they parted Jim was breathless.
“What was that about me letting the neighbors know your dick is taking care of me?”
And they did.
--
The rest of the Summit was spent trying to balance duty with need. The need being in Jim’s pants.
Since he was there mostly for show, Jim had a lot of time on his hands. Most of that was spent waiting for Selek to get out of his meetings. Jim may have hacked his way into the database to know when exactly those were.
“Asking me for my itinerary would have been a more favorable option, Jim” Selek mildly chastised. The different meeting locations for the delegates were kept from all those not involved as a security measure. Jim had met him outside of his meeting and insisted they needed to get back to Selek’s room as quickly as possible.
Kirk just shrugged. “Yeah, I know, but you weren’t here,” he pointed to the bed. “And I wanted to know where you would be.” To prove his point, Jim began pulling his Vulcan to the bed. “We only have so much time and I don’t want to waste any of it.” Jim was working Selek out of his robes.
“Logical.”
“I thought you’d see it my way.” Jim dropped to his knees and gave Selek no reason to disagree.
They got into a routine of Jim meeting Selek whenever he was finished. They didn’t always rush back to the room. Sometimes they would go and find a place to eat and talk for hours.
“Tell me about your childhood,” Selek asked on one of these walks.
And Jim did. All about growing up with a mom who would leave at random intervals in his life and be gone for a year at a time.
About having a brother who left without so much as a goodbye. Jim hadn’t seen Sam since he was 16.
“I don’t even know if he’s alive.”
“Do you wish to find out?”
Jim could see Selek thinking of ways to find out. “No, Not now. I still have hope I’ll get to see him someday. I’m not ready to let go of that.”
“Very well.”
What it was like to only know his father from others.
“I guess I look like him.” Jim shrugged. “Sometimes when I talk to people I feel like they’re looking for him.”
All the while Selek listened, seeming to hang on every word.
While other times they would walk holding hands and say nothing. But it always ended the same, wrapped around one another and sated.
“I wish I could fall asleep like this every night.” Jim snuggled close to Selek.
“As do I, Jim.”
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All too soon the they were on the transport pad trying to draw out their goodbyes.
“So... When’s the next time we can do this?” Jim gripped Selek’s hand.
“I do not know, Jim.”
“Yeah me either. But we’ll figure something out, right?” Jim tried to smile.
“Of course we will, Jim. You are” Selek paused. “Very important to me, Jim. I will do what I must to keep you.”
Jim stepped forward and kissed Selek, not caring who saw. “I feel the same. We’ll make this work.” Jim kissed him again. “Plus, we can have lots of com sex. Just imagine all the different ways we can make that almost as good as the real thing.”
“Cease this topic unless you would like me to take you here.” Selek threatened.
Jim smiled at his lover. “I bet you would like that, too.”
Selek growled at Jim’s words. “Negative. I do not wish to share you with anyone.”
Damn, now it was Jim’s turn to feel uncomfortable. He tried to adjust his pants to gain relief when a hand stopped him.
“You will not touch yourself until we hail one another again. Is that clear?” Selek’s voice was commanding and sexy as hell.
Jim could only squeak.
“I will take that as an affirmative. Until our next communication.” Selek turn on his heel and left a very dazed Starship Captain in his wake.
Part 3